Saturday, November 7, 2009
Life sucks to the max. Feel like crying so much and I know I will be crying later. Today was purely fine and I don't feel well physically. I don't know what is happening to me. I don't feel like talking to anyone as it will only turn out to be something bad. I shall keep myself away from humans. I really had enough of your cold treatings and I don't wish to have anymore. If I were given a chance, I shall leave you all alone. Life in this period of time is super torturing.
During worship today, I nearly cried, trying hard to hold back my tears. And that feeling is so so so hard to describe. I will remember everything that has happened and of course the cause of everything. Many people are backing me up. Once my bro is back, you're dead. I'm giving you serious warning and please get your shitty self right. You're not someone great. Please lar, view yourself before the mirror before come out okay? I don't have mood to write d. Don't disturb me if possible. I bite!
11/07/2009 03:24:00 PM
Monday, November 2, 2009
I cried again today. Felt somehow useless by all these happenings. Was sad but there's nothing that I can do. I shall leave all to God and pray earnestly everyday. Recently I don't have mood to study. Aiks. I'm so terrible. Time is really near and yet my preparation is on going. Not to forget about my memory that always fails me.
I'm joining the GOH for christmas celebration. Be the ADC which I don't know what it stands for. The job is to escort the VIP for uniform inspection. Anyway its fun and I'm loving it. Hope that I can make up with the BB pace. Haha. Not really in the mood to blog lar. So yeah. I'm out. I love you <3
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11/02/2009 12:23:00 AM
