Sunday, September 27, 2009
Sorry for my absence recently. Mood hasn't been good. I will be switching back here. It's time to forget about the sadness that comes to me due to some hypocrite. Well, people that are full of jealousy are full of sins as well. How true was that. I totally agree with it now.
Life has been treating me fine nowadays. No complaints and no happiness. It was pure neutral. I'm overcoming myself from the feeling of hatred. God knows why. I'm trying to learn alot also. How to tackle the problem and how to not revenge on people as I always remind myself that they will receive punishment from God since they have no repentence in them.
The feeling of missing people is back with me. It was so long ago since I last have it. This feeling can be so deadly if I am too into it till I don't wanna study. Hope that everything will be okay soon. I'll sacrifice more for the sake of HIM. I do love him alot. There start my care and misses. If can meet him like normal, I would be rather overjoy. I know I'm hallucinating but no hallucination won't make my day happy though.
I miss you like crazy. Hope that my misses can go to you by the winds that ever blow. Baby you mean everything to me. Everything I do is related to you. Baby can you hear me? I need you by my side. I'm not that strong that everyone sees. I will always pray to God =)
9/27/2009 09:38:00 PM
