Monday, November 5, 2007
lol..it was a brand new week..it started off with tarian..kinda disappointed with our performance..our practice one is much more better..yup..i really mean it..even the smiles are always on our face without any reminder..maybe we dont feel scared so much..every step we can do well and even remember it well..today for no reason, everyone was complaining that they did some move wrong including me..lol..i hate the kain sarung so much..i stepped on it so many times..luckily didnt fall..or else it will be really embarrasing..
what is done is done..i dont really care what people think and see..i prefer to look at our own view..u may say me stubborn but i feel that it's the best way..we ddid not practise for the last time..we just apply what we got and remember on last thursday..sometimes, i prefer the judges judge us when we are practsing or without our notice..we will do better..
on the stage - it was really scarying..people shouting for you and cheering..scared of everything..scared that this move is wrong, that move is wrong..all worries came to my mind..but of course i still have confidence in myself..later on, this feeling just fade away..i started to enjoy the stage..continued to dance until the end..
last thursday, we had practice in upper hall with the F4s..i like their dance..both..but somehow, i dont know why..people are just too choosy or whatever u call it..they will say this one not nice, that one not nice, this one move too much..that one cant follow..all those complaint..really pity the both of them..last week, when we went upstairs to see, u can see clearly that the u-know-who was elakking the one who like to complain..people osos wanna escape already lar, what for u still wanna crticise?u think u can dance better??if not, just keep ur mouth shut...stop those nonsense..u will just lower their confidence..i saw the u-know-who dance, it wasnt that bad..that's whay im kinda angry..
okay, back to the competition..im still bluring when it's our turn..but later, it turned out okay..we were really shocked to kow that we are the champion bacause there are too many opponent who are better than us..like heron..we performed for the last time..it was terrible..ranjini forgot the steps and the same as me..felt kinda embarassing..luckily it was not for the competition..we got the movie ticket as reward..for ur info, we are going to watch hati malaya tmr at 3 in parade..
11/05/2007 08:59:00 PM
