Saturday, November 3, 2007
Well, the title tells u a bit about my feelings..im kinda disappointed with things happened nowadays..I got tHIS friend who I get kinda close to her last year..it's just a few days only..but according to my others friends, I n her really close..No matter how busy we get, we will still take out some time to chat with each other every week..*
be reminded, we dont talk to each other except for urgent things* it has been around 2 or 3 months when I last chat with her..Although it was a short one, but i still treasure it very much..i dont know why it turns out this way..but one thing i have to admit is i didnt work out so much in this friendship compared to others..im so sorry..Whenever I wanted to talk to her, she will show me the face that says, i dont wanna talk to u..what can i do..but when she's there for me to talk to, i was the one who showed those faces..After that, I will blame myself for showing the cool face n not saying a simple hi to her..Recently, when both of us were in upper hall, something made me turn n look at her..at the same time, she was looking at me too..after realising im looking at her, she turns away..when came to my turns, i did the same thing..this repeated a few times until one of us left..I knew that it was my fault too..it was too late for me to realise as our friendship turns out in this way..i really dont know what is the best way to help this..Will it just fade away?? im just worried about this..but all this will be place in God's hand..only God knows..I really dont wanna lose this amazing friend.. IM SORRY!!
11/03/2007 11:41:00 AM
