g r a c e - CAUTION I BITE EVIL PEOPLE!!!

2009-11-07T15:24:00.002+08:00

Life sucks to the max. Feel like crying so much and I know I will be crying later. Today was purely fine and I don't feel well physically. I don't know what is happening to me. I don't feel like talking to anyone as it will only turn out to be something bad. I shall keep myself away from humans. I really had enough of your cold treatings and I don't wish to have anymore. If I were given a chance, I shall leave you all alone. Life in this period of time is super torturing.

During worship today, I nearly cried, trying hard to hold back my tears. And that feeling is so so so hard to describe. I will remember everything that has happened and of course the cause of everything. Many people are backing me up. Once my bro is back, you're dead. I'm giving you serious warning and please get your shitty self right. You're not someone great. Please lar, view yourself before the mirror before come out okay? I don't have mood to write d. Don't disturb me if possible. I bite!

2009-11-02T00:23:00.002+08:00

I cried again today. Felt somehow useless by all these happenings. Was sad but there's nothing that I can do. I shall leave all to God and pray earnestly everyday. Recently I don't have mood to study. Aiks. I'm so terrible. Time is really near and yet my preparation is on going. Not to forget about my memory that always fails me.

I'm joining the GOH for christmas celebration. Be the ADC which I don't know what it stands for. The job is to escort the VIP for uniform inspection. Anyway its fun and I'm loving it. Hope that I can make up with the BB pace. Haha. Not really in the mood to blog lar. So yeah. I'm out. I love you <3

16 DAYS LEFT!

2009-09-27T21:38:00.002+08:00

Sorry for my absence recently. Mood hasn't been good. I will be switching back here. It's time to forget about the sadness that comes to me due to some hypocrite. Well, people that are full of jealousy are full of sins as well. How true was that. I totally agree with it now.

Life has been treating me fine nowadays. No complaints and no happiness. It was pure neutral. I'm overcoming myself from the feeling of hatred. God knows why. I'm trying to learn alot also. How to tackle the problem and how to not revenge on people as I always remind myself that they will receive punishment from God since they have no repentence in them.

The feeling of missing people is back with me. It was so long ago since I last have it. This feeling can be so deadly if I am too into it till I don't wanna study. Hope that everything will be okay soon. I'll sacrifice more for the sake of HIM. I do love him alot. There start my care and misses. If can meet him like normal, I would be rather overjoy. I know I'm hallucinating but no hallucination won't make my day happy though.

I miss you like crazy. Hope that my misses can go to you by the winds that ever blow. Baby you mean everything to me. Everything I do is related to you. Baby can you hear me? I need you by my side. I'm not that strong that everyone sees. I will always pray to God =)

2009-09-10T15:21:00.002+08:00

I'm missing you like crazy! Crying during my sleepless nights and sleep late just to prevent myself from waking up during midnight and think of you. You are the one who will be helping me with my sleepless nights one year plus ago. Time passed so fast. We used to chat till morning that time, crapping about stuffs that are so much more impossible to happen, calling each other nicknames. It's just to cruel to me. Why evil people just tends to destroy everything is good? Don't they want to have happiness too? It's just so selfish to only think about ownself you-know-who. When I'm free, I'll confront you-know-who. For the first time I'll change for you, the one I love so much that what happen to you really affect me deeply.

To you-know-who,

You-know-who better not to mess with me, I don't know what will I say when I got angry. Insult you is for sure but don't make me cause the matter to a place where there's no more turning point. I'm just need a part of him not everything. Don't be so stingy okay? When I scold people, I won't care whether you're older than me or what. I just know what is right what is wrong and thats the basic principle in my life. I won't bear with you. So you better don't talk nonsense before you know anything about me. Listen to the shit and conclude me as those type of girls? How stupid and naive are you! Think before doing anything. What people tell you must be true? You stupid! I too can tell you that you're gonna die tmr. Are you going to believe? Of course you won't. So use your brain properly that is gifted by God. Don't just take it for granted. Do something without thinking is what an idiot will do!

2009-09-03T20:50:00.002+08:00

Lastly those crazy subjects has gone. But for me, for this instant, all the subjects are hard for me. I lost my mood for studies. God knows why and you too.

I has kept my tears for 10 hours today just that I don't want my eyes to appear to be red and swollen. I still care my image anyway. Got some answer from some unnecessay people. For your info, no one ever dares to scold me like this with caps and as if she has the great authority. What the heck! Who do you think you are? If you don't know, just ask and stop thinking you are so great. I won't be afraid with all your words. I only trust God and myself.

I will not lose that easy. I want some nice nice memory. Whats wrong with loving each other? Just that I respect you, we already cut down alot. Till at night only sms and sometimes talk. Well, don't challenge me. You might have your own ways but I must tell you that I never lose in these ways. Oh yeah, in case you are reading this, welcome to my blog. Try to know me more since you will trust someone more. Aite? Sometimes I wonder, if he says my baby has married with me, and you were to believe? Come on, don't be so naive.

If you find me insulting you, there's always an alternative. Just click at the exit button will do. Or maybe a comment as anonymous? Thats suits people who likes to spy on people. Aite? Specially to the him. Surely the results will deteriorate lar. Keep asking people to spy on own brother. I wonder why got such idiotic brother. I mean bastard. One more thing. Putting down the phone without a bye is very rude. How come someone with so high social standing don't know the basic manners? I'm so ashamed of you.

I'm waiting for more challenge from you. Do mess with me. I'll curse you! Don't believe my curse? Then wait for it to come. My motto is don't ever mess with me or I will bite you back!

2009-08-26T23:52:00.002+08:00

Okay. I'm back again. Guess will be here more. Since exam is around the corner. Thats my habit. Just forgive me.

Sometimes I wonder am I really that easier to be bullied? Ppl just don't wanna let go of me. What have I done to you lar. I didnt hurt you neither I kill your whole family. Please let me go. I just want a nice life. First time you spoil my birthday and now you did it near my trial exam? You really wanted to spoil my future that much? You idiotic bastard.

Now I can easily conclude that those who are clever and short and plump are evil in their own ways. Stingy and wicked too. But they must be happy that after all the plans they have plotted, they will still have ample time to study. Right right? Who will not agree with me? Tell me, i mean tell me personally if you have the chance to see me.

Sejarah is killing me. So much more to study and now my speed is much more slower thanks to the idiot. But I'm much stronger compared to last time. Near morning d. I have to sleep d.

Nitez!

2009-08-09T12:18:00.002+08:00

Time is ticking without me knowing.

OMG. I really very worry now. Studying but still worrying. I know I can make it for SPM by hook or by crook since I will have my sleepless night but what about trial exam? Shoot. I have forgotten about trials. *smack own forehead*

Now I'm actually fighting with time. Too bad I lost to time. The time is passing so freaking fast. At least I did manage to study. I shall thank God. I shall not procrastinate anymore. Bless me people.

In You I grow stronger. Lord bless me through my studies and bless me to have a good memory of what I have studied. Amen.

2009-06-30T21:52:00.001+08:00

NS list is out peeps!

Guess what. I'm not chosen! Yay! So much of happiness. I must go celebrate. Haha. Bk quiz is coming anywhere. I'm studying very hard. God Bless Me!

2009-06-18T23:43:00.002+08:00

Lazy and lazy to touch this blog lar. I don't know why and since when I just lost the passion for blogging. Anyway, I did quite okay in my BK test. Praise the Lord! I just knew that Malaysia was known as the worst place to date? LOL! I really like what you told me about your date. Can't wait for you to come back. I'm always waiting =)

Watch the sunset as a date? Oh my, that's crazily romantic. I salute you cousie! Haha. Don't worry, I won't tell my dad or uncle. Even I wanted to have it as my date, its always so hard coz Malaysia have no nice places for us to watch the sunset. Saddie sad. Starwalk on sunday and Ballet concert on tmr and also the prom. Enjoy people.

2009-04-18T20:18:00.002+08:00

Yeah. Now swicthed back to this blog since yeah you know why. Okay. First of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SUET YAN

MENG YING

SAMUEL KONG

STEPHEN KONG!

Secondly, I did quite well in my postal quiz. *applause* =) Haha. So yeah, hopefully get to squeeze into the national top scorers. Okay. Not being perasan anyway. Thirdly, I'm just so happy coz yeah those who did evil to me had or having what they have to pay back to me. So yeah, never underestimate me or do anything to me. I might not know but someone will be good enough to tell me. So don't think you're just so great to talk bad about me. You are just sinning!

Class quiz next week. Phew. How to study for mid year? Ahh, who gonna care mid year. I only care SPM! *wink* Homework comes in tons. My restless night will start now till the end of may. Great huh? Bless me will do. Love you dude <3

Operation vs blissfulness

2008-12-20T21:22:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Got appendix operation on wednesday night.. Before that, I was quite enjoying at the ward.. Watching tv and all.. The operation was supposed to be on 8 but they pushed me out of my ward at 7.30.. I changed quite fast.. It was really weird.. Taking off everything and wear only a piece of cloth where the hind part is just tying up the ribbon.. I had to follow their instructions.. Send out my last msg and get on the bed.. They was quite a long distance to the operating theatre.. The feeling was scarying and few times I was trying to stop my tears from flowing down.. I don't like to show anyone my tears like usual.. So I was being the real me even at that moment.. I waited outside for quite sometime then they pushed me in where i need to lie down on another bed..

They started to push me in another room.. Okay, not that scarying since there's the office.. I waited there long enough and yeah long and long.. I kept on praying.. Okay, so I saw those nurses changed into those shirts.. Well, then suddenly a nurse came to me and asked me my father's name and asked me to verify his sign.. I waited long long enough and yeah even cried.. I quickly wiped off my tears despite how scared am i.. I acted as if nothing happen.. I prayed so many times and yeah my doctor came in.. He asked me not to be scared and alot more.. Soon, they pushed me into a room.. Okay here I saw those lights and yeah like operating theatre.. I was scared.. Here a doctor talked to me.. And the nurse asked me to turn one side and they untie my 'shirt'.. They told me they will check my heart and another side the doctor inject anaesthetic.. It was so painful and I was crying.. The doctor talked to me too.. I saw something applying to me and yeah I was unconscious..

Few hours later, i woke up, I thought the operation was just gooing to start.. I began to be scared again but see see I saw the sign 'recovery'.. That's what I saw when I first enter the room.. I know i was safe and yeah it was a sigh of relief..I saw dad and mum outside.. I hear what they said but I can't say anything and yeah I closed my eyes.. On my way back, I can see things.. But I'm just too tired to open my eyes widely and all.. So, I officially wake up at 11.30.. Dad and bro were with me.. My legs can't move at all.. Guess what's the first thing I asked for.. I asked for my phone.. I reply once and yeah left my phone on but dad keep it.. I sleep for awhile and yeah thats practically my whole night.. The second day the phone was with me all the time.. I was really happy to see my msg.. So many waiting for me and yeah someone never sleep whole night.. I was touched anyway..

Morning was near and the nurses asked me to wake up and changed my clothes.. I tried my best to sit up despite of all pain.. They changed my clothes.. Then they changed the bedsheet.. Then my dear planned to visit me.. So I asked mum to work since I have nothing.. So as soon as mum saw my dear then she went to work.. He was with me and I felt so nice.. Secure and all.. I never feel so good before after the operation.. He made my day.. Then he went back.. But God did help me.. He went back and stayed with me until 6 smtg.. I was so glad lar.. Leaning on his shoulder really so comfortable and I really love the feeling.. Walked around the building and went back again.. Night was lonely after dad and bro went back.. I watched tv and slept awhile and sms till i slept..

The next day, he came again.. I was so happy.. Walked around with him again.. It was so fun.. I love it.. I never eat my porridge.. It don't taste nice anyway.. Just drank my hot chocolate.. Then one small corn and till lunch.. Porridge again.. This time I eat even more.. Dad came to do the discharge procedure.. I was home after that.. It was a nice pleasure..

Sometimes I wonder why things must be so different.. It can be nice at this moment but not nice at another moment.. The difference maybe just a few minutes.. I'm really scared lar.. I hope things can turn out like I wish.. But I know I can't be that selfish since thats not only my own wish now.. Its our wish.. I prayed to God about us and yeah hopefully there's a better turn out..

2008-11-28T18:06:00.002+08:00

Haha.. Right here im missing so many peeps.. That day steamboat was nice and good.. Crapped so much and took so many stupid candid shots espcially when we were eating.. The most funny thing is that we laughed at the waitress when she said 'SETEAMBOAT'! Yes, Se-teamboat.. It was rather amusing and we all burst into laughter.. Haha.. Well, what we did actually showing what the city peeps now are doing when they having their meals.. Everyone busy eating with one hands and the other holding phones and sms or maybe chatting too.. Haha.. I was caught so many times by Shiao smsing lar.. Nvm lar, im still gonna do it rite?

Oh yeah, the special thing is when we take ice cream.. YES! We took the big bowl instead of the small ice cream bowl to take it.. We scooped a real big scoop ofice cream of each flavour.. It ended LaiMay with the biggest bowl of ice cream and me and Steve with the second and third bigges bowl.. We ate like some fellas that had never tasted ice cream.. LOL!! It was pure funny lar.. We even ran to the toilet to take pics.. Unfortunately we just took a few and quickly came out of the toilet.. It was so cold..

The high part, Davina sang Mr Lonely and Amazing Grace.. Wow, we got so high lar.. I recorded it.. So happy lar.. Can listen to it every night before sleep.. Cute.. Anna hit my waist again.. This time with tickling.. Aiyo, I really can't stand it lar.. Haha.. But of course we had tonnes of Fun..

Bro went Spore this morning and yeah we had to wake up to send him.. Actually I have no intention at all.. Just happen that time im still on phone.. So yeah just went and guess what? I saw my teacher.. Too bad I can't say hi to her since everything is in a hurry.. Im aiming for the coming back eh.. Right now, im missing u lar.. Till sunday lar.. It was so long.. Lucky got line.. Or else i also dunno how.. Love ya lots!!

A total disappointment

2008-11-06T14:48:00.001+08:00

Stupid day.. I hate mum.. I really can't stand any longer.. Every night plugged off my connection is fine.. I really can't tolerate with her since she always go against me.. What did i do wrong? This can't that also can't.. I'm not her toy.. I don't need to follow everything she did and what she wants me.. How many times she wants me to fail my friend? No one will ever blame her but only me.. I'm really tired of everything.. Can i go somewhere that i can have my own freedom? I wonder.. This sunday I'm not gonna care d.. I surely will go out.. I will tell them last minute just like what she did to me today.. Reached school at 2.25 and told me i can't go.. Everyone also not trustable especially your family.. I wanna be in JJ for whole day on sun.. Up to them if they agree anot.. I will get all i want.. I won't tolerate any longer.. Its too much.. I hate today alot alot alot.. I got so much to tell someone and yet she destroyed everything.. I'm not gonna forgive her easily.. I really mean it.. I'm not gonna eat anything even tonight.. I won't leave my room at all.. So beware ppl if you wanna talk to me, don't stir up my anger.. I'm only available for one person.. You know who you are even if you don't read it.. I'm sure you know what i mean and what i really want.. Btw today Xanga load really fast.. Suprised!! *sarcastic*

2008-11-04T19:07:00.001+08:00

Today really bad lar.. Not only mood but also health.. Suddenly got allergy wor.. Don't even know what type of allergy also.. So practically whole body also itchy.. Ah hard to describe.. Now i really wanna pray hard so that by tomorrow everything will be gone.. I got Peka tomorrow.. If not really need to wear mask to school.. I never go anywhere except to the doc today.. But later need to go out makan again.. Sigh.. I guess later have to wear long sleeve shirt to go out lar.. To cover up everything.. Ah, good idea lar.. Wear baju kurung tomorrow.. Haha..

Morning got some surprises but later it was okay d.. I just hope that its really like that until the end.. Thats's my wish.. I don't wanna leave someone.. Haha.. Now hp darn noisy.. I just feel like ignoring everything lar except one.. Hmm cheer lar.. I really hope that i can make you happy.. So will i be able to do it? Thnaks for caring lar.. Now let me care first lar.. Appreciate everything you did and love you so much.. Thats all for now lar.. Xanga slow lar..

Movie again

2008-11-02T23:04:00.001+08:00

After 2 hrs of sleep, lastly i woke up and went for breakfast together with dad, mum and uncle.. So, after that we went off to church.. Everyone was so surprised to see uncle since he came all the way back from Singapore to visit us and do some shopping every year.. The adults chatted quite long but since i got movie, they went off as what i expected.. Well, the way we took got traffic jam so it just not even 1 km from jj but we actually took around 10 mins to reach jj.. Then dad got a parking lot and i went to McD to find Jia..

Crapped awhile and tricked Jia then we moved on to cinema.. Someone so cute lar.. Looking at me drinking cold water but said nothing.. I even asked him to get the a big cup of cold drink.. Glad to know that HSM still got alot of fans.. Not really full and quite.. Haha.. So we sat at our desire place, i refer to me.. I got G7!! Thanks Meng!! So yeah i dozed off a few times and someone woke me up.. Lucky i never miss any nice part lar.. I just doze off for like 1min? Haha.. I dunno.. I think i bang his head also.. Did i?

Then usual thing, we went to toilet and talked for quite long while waiting for the queue.. Hmm.. We went to get Edi Board stuff and yeah proceed to our prank towards ....... So we practically find every dress for him and i measured the size.. He can wear S! For kids, even 7-8 years old.. Haha.. Jia left us and i smacked someone's heart and stomach.. So fun.. Played like mad and lastly went to MPH.. I showed him the bible and all.. Too bad someone showed no interest.. How eh? Then asked me to read story for him.. Ah, even stuck me and pull me.. It was fun also since i can bite.. Someone's plan failed too.. I can get huggies easily even though i didnt do what required.. Then see see around 4 d.. Dad msg made me call him back and someone don't let me go home..

After came back, i straight sleep and yeah woke up at around 7.. Bath and went off for dinner with my family.. We arrived there at 8 but food arrived at around 9.. I was hungry like mad anyway.. Saw Ben there.. Both of us looked at each other as if we dunno each other.. Haha.. Then yeah we started crapping alot and i got home.. Eh sleep well lar.. I guess you are tired also after whole day playing like mad.. drugs?

Christmas Celebration Eve

2008-10-31T20:16:00.005+08:00

Tired day!! Woke up at 6 to get ready everything and went to school.. Quickly rushed to staff room to get signature from teacher and yeah managed to hand in the announcement paper on time.. After assembly, everyone who are going for christmas celebration will stayback and there we briefed them about what will happen and taught them hormat semasa menerima hadiah.. It was really fun teaching the Form 2s.. They will practically laughed at everything.. Oh i just get to know that i have a funny face from KitYi and JieYan.. They two practically laughing when they marched towards me as i acted as Mrs Ting that time.. So i purposely torture them making them salute for long long and yeah make them do it again and again if they laugh.. It was really fun..

Form 3s were much more serious although we did joked with them since they knew about it and we just practise a lil.. Then they marched for awhile in the field.. I joined them since they do not have enough ppl.. Haha.. I felt so young suddenly and we practically do it really well.. Then we chatted awhile while waiting.. Crapped alot and said alot about P******* I bet most know who lar.. Someone also darn happy eh.. Bio class was really fun since i asked for so many marks.. Happy until i missed recess and straight go to physics.. Got back paper also.. It was okay lar.. Not that bad afterall.. When teacher discussing about papers, me, Jia and Hooi talked about ambition.. Sadly, all our ambition will never happen as we really got tired of all those.. They recommended me to be an air-stewardess.. It will be a good choice also.. But i don't like to travel so much lar..

Then during add maths, we crapped alot.. Asking alot of lame questions and yeah get funny answers.. So, I was supposed to go for interview for a job but see see they talk about food.. We really have high taste lar.. All expensice foods came out in our mind.. Then EST was fine lar.. Went to find Christina to make announcement ot the Form 1s to inform them about the celebration.. Have fun with teacher and so it was called a day.. I changed my shirt and rushed to car to get my hp for the recycle bin stuff.. After that, rushed to the car and JeanLi followed me.. So, I was begging her not to make me into such an ugly state tmr..Then we have fun cutting the bread and making it into a mountain shape.. Woship practise was okay lar.. Darn tired at the time and I just sat down and sang.. The songs chosen was normal but a lil boring.. Nvm lar.. We can change it.. Tmr my voice gonna be worse.. Sing, Shout, and all..

Btw we got a new slave lar.. Choong Wai Meng washed all the plates for us.. He's bad lar.. Scratched me and made my hand red until so teruk.. Ah.. Luckily i bite him twice but he like no response.. No fun lar.. Let him bully so much.. You know what great job you did.. I tried taking his wallet but everytime also failed.. His hands really darn big lar.. Big hand giant.. Good also lar.. He teman me for quite long.. Hopefullu tmr will be alright and everything will be fine.. My tuition cancelled d coz teacher not well.. So im here.. I have to practise d..

Mood disorder

2008-10-30T20:45:00.008+08:00

Today was fine and well.. Afterall i dunno why my mood got so bad and i actually ran away from my seat in class to the right end in the class chatting there.. It was great.. I laughed at almost everything.. KangYe even said that I'm easily satisfied and happy all the time.. Yeah i am in front of everyone.. But behind? Who knows.. After school, I never eat at all.. Go back to sleep and yeah sleep for so long but see see my mood got a lil better since someone right there is much more worse than me.. So I got a lil cheered since someone really did alot to me..

School was fine lar.. Afterall didnt expect to get back only one paper.. Nvm lar.. Next week all will be back also.. A week of disappointment.. Yeah EA exam on next thursday also.. Phew.. So much to study and yet im still not having enough time.. I must be sleeping too much lar.. Hopefully everything will be alright soon and yeah thats what im looking forward for..

Tomorrow gonna be hard lar.. So many things are on and yeah only at night i can sleep and thats the last night i'll be spending with my beloved room.. Sad lar.. Anyway, I will still be able to live without my room lar.. So no worries.. With a pile of books and all.. Anyway, I went to register.. At first, I thought it will at least help a lil and yeah it turned out to be the same.. So, i've been happy for nothing.. Thats what changing my mood 360 degrees.. I'm kinda speechless now.. I shall end it soon before im bursting later.. I need a simple hug..

2008-10-28T18:53:00.000+08:00

As usual lar, i woke up quite early just for a dumb checkup.. Never know checkup can be such a bad thing.. Its really darn embarassing and pain.. Even now its pain.. No other place except that.. So i arrived there do the blood pressure thing and guess what they found my blood pressure abnormal and suggested me to go for ECG!! Stupid lar..So i continued on with blood test while waiting.. I was like don't wanna do it so much.. She asked for my hand so many times and then lastly only i gave her.. Haha.. She even said my hands soft.. I look at her blurring.. I was really getting nervous and all.. I just grabbed everything near to me.. Fyi, i grabbed the chair and yeah mum said my blood came out very fast.. Duh, i grabbed so hard.. I even joked that if anyone wants their blood to come out fast, grabbed anything availabke to them.. Not bad eh since i still can joke.. My hands really numb like mad..
Next thing, the stupid ECG test.. I went in the room and the nurse asked me to sleep on the bed and yeah he started took off my clothes and all.. I was like what is she trying to do.. She should aske me to do it on my own eh.. Anyway, thats no the end.. She touched here and there.. I really feel like smacking her lar.. Phew, lastly it was done.. Mine darn normal and they actually asked me to suffer all these? ISH!! Whatever, i cant do anything also.. Then later went to the lung thing where i need to blow something.. It just like normal lar.. What else they wanna check lar.. Alright, next station was bone.. I put the leg on that machine and yeah at first i thought its the best of all but yeah see see at the end, the machine pressed on my bone.. My mum had a great laugh of my reaction.. I knew about it.. Im really like a clown lar..
Last but not least, its ultrasound.. Anyway, it was fun and the best of all since the doctor did it for me.. She was so nice and talked to me quite alot.. For that, im not scared at all.. She actually scanned everything in me and proved that all my organs are fine and well.. Then the funniest thing is she asked me to take a deep breath and hold it for like about 10 sec.. I did it quite well and she will just said good.. Haha.. Thats the end lar.. Im really happy to have someone who will be with me throughout it although when im undergoing all those i cant hold my hp but i really know that someone is always there be with me.. Btw, you are mine until i got mine.. Haha.. Happy?
Then crapped with Jia until so fun.. Im the fresh milk producer.. So nice yet so original.. Haha.. Some might be blur eh.. Nvm lar.. Im sure you will get it soon.. Just had some so called tea and yeah i skipped tuition.. So yeah here am i.. I did something really weird today.. Ah lastly someone gets it.. Today will be a real embarassing day.. Full of embarassment.. Im gonna watch HSM soon..

Update..

2008-10-27T13:39:00.003+08:00

Life has been fine all over and yeah i decided to come back here after i got bored with my blog..
Days before were pretty good.. On friday we just finished our finals, so we actually can sleep well after 2 weeks plus of restless nights.. Even on thursday we already free since friday is just EST paper.. Haha.. Then after my exams, we stayed back for the Combined Christmas Celebration presentation practise.. Hopefully only one practise can cover everything.. It was really lame and i guess it will be darn embarassing.. Jean, I'm not gonna wear that!!! It's like ........ Well, after practise we have time on where we played the piano and having fun around the school.. Then we go eat again.. Somehow, canteen was not that good but thats how we survive with it in school..

Saturday morning i guess i slept very late again since the night before im having insomnia or rather thinking of something else rather than sleep.. So, yeah, thats my whole morning and all i did was online, sleep, eat.. Thats about all.. Haha.. Then yeah I chatted with the birthday boy - Pravinan.. He's not realy that quiet afterall.. He can talk alot.. I wished him and yeah planned to give him present where he really shy to accept it.. Alright, i wont make it so obvious eh.. Dinner in parade and i went shopping with present where lastly i saw someone's true 'confession'.. Im quite happy with it lar.. Since there's so much things bothering me so that particular msg do cheer me up.. Thanks so much..

Went out to JJ with Meng.. Watched Butterfly lovers.. Actually we planned to watch Hsm, House Bunny and even Disaster movie.. But see see i arrived late after church so we left Disaster Movie and Butterfly Lovers.. He said don't wanna risk so he bought ticks for Butterfly lovers.. Alright then we have our own stuff to do until its 1.30.. Haha.. I was playing those kiddy stuff and i know some ppl were looking at me weirdly but who cares? As long as i enjoy will do.. Btw I managed to get cold drink for the movie but not mineral water.. Yeah, Im so happy.. My eyes really blind lar.. Guess what? I can't see him.. Ah, who cares.. As long as i know its him will do.. My seat num is G7.. Relate to something.. The most funny stuff is that i was holding on my drink throughout the movie and laughed like mad.. It was funny.. Meng even said that he can find me following the purplefly.. Then I asked him to get a sword but he wanted a staff and im gonna draw a purplefly there for him.. So that he'll be lonely.. Relate to the movie and you will und it.. Ah, thanks for that beautiful sunday and McFlurry also.. It was great..

It was a fine day and i slept at around 1.30 if im not mistaken.. Haha.. Mum plugged off my connection and asked me to sleep but see see i got my hp still.. I dozed off after a while while waiting for someone.. So guess he slept well also.. Then i woke up at around 7.30 and yeah played awhile and doze off again and again until 12.30 where dad woke me up for lunch.. I felt so lazy and enjoyed with bed so much.. I really hope i can sleep more.. Afterall next week, im gonna stick to my books again.. So not fun.. Im gonna rest like mad during this hols and yeah start working hard for my EA paper.. Thats my last paper this year.. Yeah, i got 83 for BK.. Thanks very much those who make my day.. =)

Randomness

2008-05-10T18:12:00.005+08:00

It has been a really long time and now I decided to come back here for a short visit.. Life has been alright nowadays as I was busy with exams, school, GB, camps, etc etc.. I just hope that I will have more time for my friends and yeah sadly, I sincerely don't have much time spending with some of u.. Now everyday after school, my routine has gone back to last year.. Online straight after school and on it all the while even I'm watching tv, sleeping or doing homework.. That's the me again!

Now is in the midst of mid year and I know I'm not suppose to be here as my revision is not really going well.. Chatting all day long and doing something unneccesarily.. Haha.. My add mats really bad and yeah I really look forward to those days after mid year.. Camps are coming and so do holidays.. Thats all I want and desire..

Yesterday I didn't really sleep lar.. Lol.. Ask someone for the answer.. He knows better than anyone and I ended up sleeping at 6? Lol.. I also not sure.. I'm really too sleepy that time.. Big apple doughnuts can really be nice.. Haha.. I love the chocs one.. The chocs is flowing out when u eat it.. Temptation again.. Well, maybe later go grab another one and eat.. Haha..

Big Apple Doughnuts..

2008-03-04T21:47:00.003+08:00

Finally, there's another update from me after such a long long time.. Busy is one of the factor but not all because usually i will online no matter how busy am I and this show that I'm really addicted to internet.. Got back some of the resullts today and yeah, I kinda satisfied with them.. But not Maths.. I hate maths la.. Just because one of my stupid mistakes, my 100 gone away.. Ish.. My friends were asking me whether I'm okay or not as my face is so sad and even myself feel like going to cry.. I didn't because there's no one I can tell and to cry on.. Haha.. I don't know la.. But seriously I'm getting so emotional nowadays.. I think I have grow in maturity and look at things at different perspective until sometimes I feel so different in a matter.. I tend to be so sensitive at times and I can't accept any criticise or comment positively like last time.. Am I really change?? I doubt..

Xanga - Weblog Entry

2008-03-03T21:20:00.000+08:00

Xanga - Weblog Entry

2008-02-17T13:54:00.002+08:00

12 days since i last update??Oh, whatever..As long as i update right??Haha..Really busy this weekend, just finish doing all my homework..So, yeah, i'm updating now..Next week going to be a busy week too..marching, sports practise, society meeting and so on..Oh ya, Valentine's day also busy..Now only i realised that actually marching was fun!!I think it's not too late??Okay, drill camp on saturday was fun and actually we took a u-turn..So, we down for 5 times..Haha..We laughed when we down..Anyway, I felt that the marching contigen is better now..Our voice can actually reflex by the building..Thanks to Sin Yee..Hope that she will come back on every marching practise..Tomorrow will be hard for me..Committee meeting, gb board, tuition and homework..I think thats all la for now..Willupdate more in the coming days..

2008-02-05T17:59:00.000+08:00

wow..it has been a long time since i last update eh?Okay, was kinda busy and aslo i created a new account..So, yeah..MGS won the FlyFM competition and the winner is Liew Qi Yen from 5s1..*loud applause*Okay, it was so great and most of us don't think that we will actually win this contest especially us who did not take part at all..Felt kinda bad..I was very surprised when no one from 4s1 raise their hand when being ask who join the competition..Aww, how shameful is it..Haha..We will be getting a new electric piano man..That's great..Maybe one day will curi-curi go play..Haha..Well, was just chatting and now blogging..Hols life used to be like that..A lot of homeworks to be done but we are too lazy..thats exactly us..human..Will update more on CNY..

2008-01-29T18:54:00.000+08:00

Now, I realised that I actually love 2007..It was such a nice year with many happening things and people in my life..I love my friends and all things that happened in 2007..

Mun Yee
Our beloved monitor of 3 Hornbill..She left us during October and it was really sad to see her leave..I love her craziness in the class and she really did a good job in controlling the class although we still noisy..I miss u so much..

Carynne
Classmates for 3 years and she actually like Nicholas Teo too..Everyday she will bring the green tea advertised by him..Seriously, I'm really looking forward to see her everyday..Got to know her more when we joined the tarian..

ShiYun
I love her like crazy..Her voice can be really loud sometimes and she don't even know..Sarcastic and funny..

Jia Qi
sisters forever??She has been calling me sis for quite a long time and sometimes I felt like I'm her sis and usually I help her just like I help siblings...I really treasure our friendship or sisters love perhaps?

Stephanie
We are close since Form 1 I guess..Helpful and trustable..My seatmate this year and yeah another sarcastic friend..My crazy friend..

Wai Yee
She is blur but she is cute..known as one of the genius, she is cekap and clever..I love her blurness and thanks..

Daphne
My so call sister in RALT..She's so nice and a good pianist..During camp, she played the piano most of the time..*hugs*

Priscilla
My good good leader in RALT..I learnt a lot from her..During the nights, she used to tell me stories to make me fall asleep and lastly I became the spontaneous story telling..I love u so much, friend..

KaYee
Know her through GB Camp 2006..I was her guardian angel but in fact she is the guardian angel of mine..She has been helping me all the times and I really appreciate her..

Jessica
my 'brother' since last year..I think I know her before the YLPT camp..She is my leader for CF thingy..Then, we were in the same group for GB Camp..She's so nice and always share things with me..Thanks for taking time to talk to me and you are such a great friend to me..

Jean-Li
the best assistant that I have ever met..During devotion, I can really trust her and let her do it..Of course, she did it well and I only need to do the conclusion..Mix with her kinda often and she is nice too..

There's a long list awaiting for me to complete..If I were free, I will complete the whole list of good friends but it will be really long..I'm out..

2008-01-28T18:04:00.000+08:00

Life haven't been good these days..Especially accepting those meaningless and hurt criticises from some people..Actually what's the use of criticise people instead trying to accept it with open hearts??Don't they think it is useless to do that??A waste of energy and time..Now, seriously, I can't really talk to seniors except some who I really believe in them..I really worried when they(or it will be better if she) will hit us again like tsunami..She was rather scarying..A few days before, she still talk to u but later she....Okay..She know who she is..Well, not gonna include myself in these politics thing..And actually it really spoil my mood..Well, school today was boring indeed..Was attending something not our own business..I say these might be too cruel to some of them..But yeah, it really boring..Listening to speech and cheer for people..Ah, some I didn't cheer for, u know why la..I said I'll give u moral support..Most probably u will not read this by chance, coz I never tell u about my blog..School was okay..But marching was fun..We were sharing the field with crosby and hoki..But, we used the whole field..Oh, crap..Carynne brought my hubby to school gain..really love her la..

2008-01-22T16:00:00.000+08:00

Well, life has been kinda busy since january..F4 is really hectic and I kinda love it too..But, of course, I can't online everyday..Homework for today or tomorrow's holiday was not much..Only karangan and add maths..I'm proud to tell that I have done all my add maths questions!!Haha..Happy and excited..Oh ya, this saturday is a school day, I really want GB meeting..Whatever, it will be as busy as others day too..I really can't wait for this year end..There's ll be a lot of great thing happen..

2008-01-20T12:57:00.000+08:00

Okay..just read someone's blog and right now I feel like crying..She blogs about we Form 4 are disappointing which I'm really strongly disagree..Do you really think everyone born with heavy responsibilities?? Oh, please..I wasn't wanna oppose ur idea or ur thought, BUT you don't know us that well la..I'm sure that we definitely can make GB a big success..I really dunoo what to say now..Seriuosly I really felt like crying somemore the one who talks about this is someone who I know..How saddening is it??There are some more words she use which I'm not gonna put here as it will be really obvious..I really hope she or rather they will change their view in us..We might not be committed enough but we did try..During our busy PMR, we still appear in the meeting doing the right thing..How about them?? They will just disappear and almost no one will come for the meeting..Then is it committed?? I doubt..Please think of others before u do something as you may hurt others..BUT, apart of it, I really agree la..Form 4 this year memang got a lot people just register and don't come after that..Well, thats not all..A few of us did appear ourself and try to help too..Please consider others..That particular post has actually spilt my mood..

2008-01-19T21:56:00.001+08:00

Today? Election of gb committee 2008.. A fine day.. We started with roll call and later with praise and worship.. Jess told me she’s going to lead the worship.. Well, her songs were dunno.. But, I really love those songs coz they are my favourite.. Always and Forever, How Great is Our God and Promises.. Well, it was really good and we got so high.. That’s what we experienced every worship.. Haha.. Form 4s are kinda crazy.. Election goes on smoothly started with president.. I was rather surprised when Kar Yen nominated me as vice president.. Although I disappoint them, but I still wanna express my gratitude to them for trusting in me.. The same goes for asst secretary.. I didn’t get that as well until for asst publicity director.. Actually I was really blur, I thought it was Anniebelll who got the pose.. Anyway, thanks to those who nominate and vote for me.. I don’t know that so many people are actually trusting in me.. For me, any pose will do and I really don’t mind coz my main purpose is to know more about God.. In CF, someone nominated me as some committee which I still don’t know.. But I’m sure God knows what suit me more.. I let God to decide.. Get back to GB meeting.. After election, we gathered in our squad and some new members came into ours.. Chatted with Jia for a while during that about our future driving test.. Haha.. I know it sounds a bit fast.. But, there’s nothing wrong to plan for your own future.. We even compared our hair and fairness.. I mean the hairs on our arm.. Lastly, Mayjet won both.. She has the longest hair on her arm and she is the fairest among us.. Dismissal time and after that we went home..

After lunch, I went to jj and window-shopping there.. Went to Padini and saw a lot of nice tee.. My mum only let me buy one coz she said I have too much of shirt and my cupboard can burst at any time.. I look and look and look.. Lastly, I didn’t manage to buy one.. Haha.. My mum promise me to but it next time.. I’m happy.. Did I ever mention that we went there for 4 hours? Okay, spend almost 2 hours in Padini.. Okay, u might say I’m kinda crazy.. Whatever la.. Later, we went to Woolley and have dinner.. I’m really full now.. Nitez..

2008-01-17T22:08:00.000+08:00

I got a terrible flu last saunday and it takes so long for me to recover..I ate the medicine for a few days even today I'm still eating it..Haha..Class has changed..We switched class with 4s3..I prefer the heaven class more..more privacy and she sat together..We like so close to each other there..Turn to behind is shiyun and now she sit so far from me..Ah, miss her la..Homework!! Its like never ending la..So many homework a day..Anyway, victoria practise today was normal..I don't really like it coz today no 100m..U know, i enjoy running very much..Another good news was I got my new phone lastly..Love it though..But, I'm having a hard time copying my contacts to the new phone..CF's tmr and GB on sat..It will be the first meeting..Hope I'll enjoy it..

2008-01-13T20:52:00.000+08:00

Life has been pretty good in 4s1..Getting used to it soon..Not that hectic as what I think and I'm glad of that..I really want to thank ppl around me for their advises and I'm sure they did help me a lot..School was as usual..My first BM homework was karangan..Teachers are good and polite and they even have a sense of humour..I love them..Tuitions are kinda okay..Chemistry, Physics, Account and Add maths was so far so good with the aid of tuitions..One thing I still can't get used to it is every morning I have to go up to the 3rd storeys and walking a long distance to canteen and go home..Heaven la..Our sitting positions..

Left : Kang Ye
Right : Wai Yee
In front : Jia Qi
Behind : Shiyun

I'm really happy that I can sit near to my friends..I just hope that Miss Komathy won't change our positions when she came back..Sport practise will start next week..It means I will be getting darker..Another upcoming event is Piawai..We just started study and piawai is around the corner??That's so saddening..haha..Lets be positive..CNY is coming too..

2008-01-05T20:04:00.000+08:00

School was okay these days..boring in the sense of doing nothing, but I simply love it as after all thses boring days my life will be hectic than Form 3..How I wish these moments will just stop there..Well, I'm pretty scared of Form 4..I'm worried that I have not enough time to do this and that..Tuition from mon to sun except for wed..Wow, what a big changes from Form 3..I specially arrange tuitions to ensure me understand my syllabus..I can't afford to waste my time reading the books again just to understand it..Every step I take will affect me..So, after the classes has start, I will not spend so much time to go online..Maybe the most is 1 hour during weekdays..Okay, for my great future, I have to make this sacrifice..Less tv and hp..As what my dad said, last time, they doesn't have internet and their main business is to study and get good results..Although I can't make it like them, but, I'll try my best..Next week going to be hard for me..Tuitions will be start and as well as the classes in school..Physics, BM, Add Maths, Chemistry, Account, BK..Now, I really don't know whether I should take BK or not..I will think of it again..

2008-01-03T14:31:00.000+08:00

The first day of school was not bad..The surroundings has changed some after 6 weeks of holidays..Well, I must say that I'm happy to see my friends again..Normally, the first month I still can't get used to it..A lot of new faces now..Anyway, everything was alright today except for recess..Now, we have second recess..Today, I'm so hungry but when recess came I'm not eating anything..No appetite d..So, I just chat with them during the whole recess..Got to choose our class or u may call it package..I'm choosing package 1 but hoping to go 4S2..I think my wish will come true..But, I'm kinda sad when my friends go 4S1..I'm really getting crazy of it..So many of them wanted to go 4S2, but all my refer to results..I just chose my one..Just hope that God will bless me and help me with my choice..

The Start Of Something New

2007-12-31T20:29:00.000+08:00

Upon looking at my title, some of u might think of High School Musical 2..Well, I'm just using the title as I think it will suit this post..2007 is such a happening year..So many things happened in this wonderful year..Throughout this whole year, I must admit that I have grown up a lot..The beginning of Form 3 life was not easy, homework and folios come after one another and exams all the while..Well, I'm glad that I've just passed it..

2007
Friends : Bao Xin, Shi Yun, Steph, Wai Yee, Nikitha, Gwyneth, Jia Qi, Jean-Li, Jessica, Ka Yee, Sze Hui, Junne, Kar Yen, Kimberly, Shu Qi, Wei Li, Priscilla, Kai Hsien, Pei Jinn, Daphne, Yunni, Kah Yan, Mun Teng

Movies Watched : The Golden Compass, Alvin and The Chipmunks, The Heartbreak Kid, Enchanted, The Kingdom, Hati Malaya, Transformer........

Series Watched : The Drive of Life, Wars of In Laws, Under the Canopy of Love, On The First Beat, Heart of Greed, Why Why Love, MVP Valentine, Meteor Gardens........

Today, I really had a good laugh..All thanks to my bro and Jessica..They two were really funny..I can't help to stop laughing..Tuition today was fun and Atan told us a bit of our F4 syllabus..Had a great chat with him as well..I thank everyone around me for making 2007 this year a nice year..It's 1 hour and 20 minutes to 2008..Happy New Year!!

2007-12-27T14:23:00.000+08:00

I felt so so much relieved now..Yesterday, I was unable to sleep at first..But, later I just snore like a pig and dozed off..In the morning, I was still scared especially when I'm on the way to school..The feeling just fade away when I was waiting to get my result..Haha..funny right??I wasn't the first one to look at my result, but Lai May..She hugged me and congratulate me..I get her meaning..I got no feeling upon looking at my result..Well, totally nothing..Only right after that, I felt a bit happy and excited..Oh ya, Hornbill got 23/29 ppl get straight A..That's good..Okay, that's all for now..

2007-12-25T14:18:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas

2007-12-20T20:39:00.000+08:00

Tuition today was really fun..Laughed like crazy during the 4 hours..Yeah..It was all because of Steven..He can really joke and laugh with all of us..I even laughed until got a stomachache..Haha..We learnt indices and quadratic today..Have fun learning that..But, of course, I still kinda blur with add maths..Well, going tomorrow..I hope that they are going to watch National Treasure:The Book of Secret..I think I'll love it man..It started showing today..Okay, not gonna blog that much today..will keep it for tomorrow..

2007-12-19T14:21:00.000+08:00

PMR result will be out on 27!!So scared..Sincerely, I'm not looking forward for it AT ALL!!I enjoy my life now..I don't know what I will get..I really scared it will turn all B..*touch wood* I really don't have confidence in myself..As what I always said, what is done is done, I can't do what to change my result if it turns out bad..Well, I'm pessimist now..What I can do now is pray to God for courage and blessings..Okay, let's think of something exciting..I'm going out on friday..Maybe going to watch a movie or just walk around doing window shopping..Can't wait to go out..

2007-12-17T11:57:00.000+08:00

Everyday was a boring day..That's what holidays is all about..Really jealous of those who are going to HK or some already there enjoying and have fun..Well, I guess Shirley and Jean-Li had a nice time there..Or maybe they were in the same tour..I don't know..Wait till they came back..Jess is going to HK today..Don't know what time but I'm sure she will take care of her sis and rmb what I said..I'll pray for their safe journey so that they can enjoy themselves and also buy smtg for me..Haha..

I miss RALT so much..Maybe like Daphne said, we need sometime to overcome our misses to others..Well, really miss the 4 days there..At first know no one but later, everyone play and joke around..It's so fun..Can't wait to go GBSL..haha..

The Cekap Group One

Priscilla
Pei Jinn
Charissa
Kai Hsien
Beatrice

Hebat Camp Members

Daphne
Fiona
Li Jun
Wen Shen
Vanessa
Shu Yoong

I better continue with my homework fisrt..After that, I'll update more, k??

151207

2007-12-16T15:34:00.000+08:00

Okay, that was yesterday's date..Okay, we went to Jusco with new car..Yipee..We didn't chat much most probably listening to my cd..Haha..When we reached there, there was still a lot of empty car park lots..Finally, we got a 'nice' one and we headed to the cinema..Bao Xin, my bro and me managed to get the tickets for the Alvin and The Chipmunks..Saw CC (my cousin) with her group consists of Crystal and others who I don't know..

We went to McDonald for 'lunch'..It's just 11..Anyway, we couldn't care so much as the movie will end around 2..I was so surprised to hear the song 'Over You'..We ordered McChicken and O Fish Fillet..Ate quite slow and we talked..I think the woman sit next to us was looking at us..Maybe we were too noisy..But who cares..

The movie was funny..Chipmunks can actually sing..That will be a great miracle man..After the movie, we saw dad and he brought bro to Imax while Bao Xin and I continued to walk around doing our window-shopping..Yeah..Window-shopping..We didn't get to buy any stuff AT ALL..We even plan to buy anything just bcoz we felt so uncomfortable without buying anything..Okay, that doesn't mean we are spendthrift, k??

We went to Food and Tea to drink..Haha..sounds funny but it's the truth..Actually, I wanted to order Purple Rain but Bao Xin wanted it so I choose others..She even suggest me to order Forever love..Aiya, I doesn't need it la..Lastly, I ordered Cendol Milkshake..It was nice..We also ordered some food..Then, we shopped again..There was this funny moment when my phone vibrate..I said who make me vibrate and I answered my dad..Haha..It will be funnier in Canto..

Okay, CC called and we went down to Kopitiam to find her..Saw Wai Yen there too..How I wish I can go back to last time where we used to have BBQ in my cousin's house..Play together and all..Haha..

W went home and CC switched the radio to Hitz FM..guess what song they play??Over You again..Ah, it made me think of her..Went to CC's house and ate chocolate..I even comapred her chocolate with mine..After all, mine is capocino while hers is black chocolate..Haha..Fun eh??Watch tv and later Bao Xin went home..Online and that's my day..

New look perhaps??

2007-12-16T15:32:00.001+08:00

Hmm..A new view of my blog..Don't know what u guys feel about it..But yeah, I took a long time to link leh..Maybe some of u still not in, but give me some time..Hope I won't miss out anyone else..Haha..

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2007-12-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

Sincerely, I've been a pig since after I came back from camp..Everyday, I will wake up at 12..Hmm, lost kinda lots of time sleeping..Okay, today, my uncle have his new car..Its car plat num is AGG 1777..I'm going to Jusco tomorrow with this new car..

Ah, I practically do my add maths for more than a week..One day only do one question..When will I finish doing it??Tuition is next tuesday..I dont know why..I dont feel like doing..Anyway, I shall continue with it..Nitez..

YLRALT

2007-12-13T18:06:00.000+08:00

Since my title has said what I want to post, I shall skip the intro and go straight to the main point..Well, when this word came to my mind, what I want to do was to think whether I should join or not..But, at last, I joined..I think a lot before going to camp..It's mainly because from my company there will be three of us going..yeah, three..For chinese, it might be a good number but for me, it's a bit miserable..

That day, I reached there at around 12.40..Well, Steph didn't checked her mail so we went to the wrong place..Ah, I knew that we were a bit blur but at least we reached there before everything started..We managed to get a nice place for the nights..Unfortunately, the camp commander told us to sleep with groups..Okay, we left our nice place and went into groups..On my left was another Grace while on my right was Priscilla Boon..Lol, the intro between was kinda sudden..We were holding our luggage and pillow and we even thought of shaking hands..

About the activities happened there, I will just copy it straight from my nametag..

Day 1
Registration
Orientation
Leading in Singing (me and my group)
Wash Up
Dinner
Singspiration
Leading in Physical Activities
Physical Activities (our game was kinda lame..it's a bout 'huh' and 'what')
Supper
Sleep

Day 2
Arise and Shine
Quiet Time
Breakfast
Church Service
Committee as A Team
Understanding Girls
Lunch
Praise and Worship
Tasks of Executive Positions
Leading in Crafts
Wash Up
Dinner
Singspiration
Leading In Special Event
Drill (parade drill)
Supper
Sleep

Day 3
Arise and Shine
Quiet Time
Drill
Breakfast
Praise and Worship
Leading In Outing
Outing (we ate durian there)
Lunch
Singspiration
First Aid
Wash Up
Dinner
Singspiration
Drill (additional)
Special Event
Supper
Sleep

Day 4
Arise and Shine
Quiet Time
Breakfast
Praise and Worship
Hope
Drill
Evaluation Closing Ceremony
Lunch
Home Sweet Home

Well, I had a hard time to sleep there..Luckily, Priscilla suggested to have spontaneous story telling before we slept..Kai Hsien joined us too..It was nice to know them..To those who went to YLPT last time, the food this time is nicer..Haha..
Daphne and Qi Tyng were sick during the camp..

Some pictures

Cruise/Sentosa/Zoo

2007-11-26T10:41:00.000+08:00

My cruise to Singapore was okay..I ate a lot there..7 meals in 24 hours..Minus those time I sleep..I have to admit that I have been a pig for the whole day..I left home at 10.30 where we headed to our bus..After everyone reached, we moved on to Klang..I don't know why the bus took so long to reach there..We used 4 hours to reach Klang..Anyway, we stopped at Sungai Buloh for luch at 2..We had KFC..We didn't eat so much..

Upon reaching Klang, we moved to the cruise centre..Dad did the registration for us..Everyone of us got a card where all purchase will be paid using the card..The card containing $200..Singaopre dollars..I'm so happy but I didn't use that much except for eating cakes late at night and buying a necklace..

Continue after we got the card..We went all the way to the ship..We got a warm welcome all the way up to the ship by the people there..The wind was so strong that it can blow my hair till messy..Okay, when we were in the ship, we went straight to our room to place our luggages..The room was small for us..Anyway, I chose a nice place for myself..Without any delay, we went to eat..There were really al ot of food there..Can't really eat all..I just ate a cheese cake and a pot of milo..

Then, brother went to swim while I was busy taking photos before the ship started to sail..Dinner time..We ate Western food..It was indeed fantastic..I forgot what I ordered but there are some pics with me..I will upload it once I reached Ipoh cos my cable is in Ipoh..I just remember I ate Sirleon steak and tiramisu as dessert..

Show was okay..It's all about the gymnastic..The dancers or gymnasts dance so well..They can bend their body really well..I enjoy the performance so much..They did those dangerous acts..One even used his head to go up the steel stairs..It's so scarying..Went to have supper after that..Then it's time to sleep..

Second day was nice..Woke up very early in the morning to have my breakfast..Had buffet..I don't really like the food..It doesn't suit my appetite..Later, I bought a necklace while brother went to swim again..It was so fun cos it's the first time I sign card and later I don't need to pay at all..Dad paid for all..haha..

Branch was followed up..But I still prefer lunch cos there was 5 dishes for me and my mum..The surrounding in the ship was so grand..The service really good..After that, we took our luggage out and went to Lido for dismissal..Lastly, we reached Singapore..

The bus was there waiting for us and we went straight to Sentosa..After Winny (our tour guide) bought the ticket s for us, we went to Merlion and I got a mystery gift..Then we went to 4D show..It was real..Whenever the short clip got any movement, our chair will moveand water will spray out..When the show ended, all of us were wet..Images of Singapore was next..It was awesome..Later was dinner..I ate 5 rounds cos the food there really nice..Songs of the sea was another attraction..I heard the government used millions to build that..I enjoy that so much..

After the visit, we went back to hotel and we slept..In the morning, uncle went to eat breakfast with us..He asked me whether I wanted to stay with him for a week as he will be going down to Ipoh next week to visit us..I agreed..We went to zoo..We travel using the tram and watched 2 shows..One was about the elephant and one was aboit underwater creatures..I followed my uncle after that and dad, mum and brother went back to Ipoh..

Singapore

2007-11-26T10:35:00.000+08:00

Okay, Singapore life is amazing..I mean those time staying in Singapore like normal people, not travelling, go for shopping, eating, watching tv at home, online and etc..Actually I should go back to Ipoh on last Saturday, but I choose to stay with my uncle for a week and later follow him back to Ipoh..haha..My cousin said I'm brave and I'm growing..

Saturday - 24/11/07

Woke up at around 7 in the morning..On the way to eat, i saw uncle's car, so we ate together..He asked me whether want to live in Singapore for one week as they are going back the following Saturday..I was really happy, but upon thinking those factors, something prevented me..But he said if I don't have enough clothes or what, he can buy for me..I asked my parents permission and they agreed..I re-packed my bag..Then, I followed the tour where we suppose to visit the zoo..Nothing much to talk about zoo..So, zoo ended and I followed my uncle and anut home..Okay, he parked his car in his condo's car park and we walk across to Lot 1..Had our lunch and started our shopping..Bought 2 Bossini shirt, toothbrush, toothpaste, facial wash, etc..went back to 'home'..I went to my cousin's room which will be my room for the whole week..Watch those drama sets and it's dinner time..Went to West Mall to eat and watched the Kingdom..It's about the war between America and Iraq..Was kinda frightening..They even show u the injuries of those who was being bomed..scarying..Shop for a while again and went home..So, I continued to watch tv..

Sunday - 25/11/07

Okay, I followed my uncle and aunt to church..It was a 30 minutes ride..Talked to Pastor Davidson and all, they were so nice and even welcome me in the service..After all, they have their branch time..drank milo and chatted with a few uncles in the church..Went to Kovan City to have lunch and shop there..Bought a top and a jumper in This Fashion..It was pretty nice..Then, bought fruits from Cold Storage and we went home to bath and I watched tv again..Have an evening walk near his condo and brought me to another supermarket..At night, we had dinner in Sheng Siong..Then, we went home..sleep at around 12..

Monday - 26/11/07

Woke up a bit late and I had my cereal as breakfast..Watch tv for a while and we went to Plaza Singapura by MRT..Ate Fish n Chips over there and we shop separatly..I went to a lot of shops..Bought a shirt in Miss Whatever and some accessories in Girls..Then, we wnet home by MRT..It was so crowded ad it was around 4..

ah, it's so packed..Lastly, at night we managed to go IMM..Ate fried mee there and went around to shop..I didn't manage to get anything..haha..Then, we went home before 9..Watched Tian Tang Niao..Ate fruits while watching..After that, my uncle and I continue to watch MVP Valentine..Slept at 2..

Tuesday - 27/11/07

As usual, I can't wake up early..Followed uncle out to the workshop to service his car..Met with Uncle Alvin there..Chat with him for a while and managed to get a cab to Bugis to shop..Bought tickets for Enchanted and went across to Burger King..Ate the Whopper..Then watched Enchanted and shopped around..Bought some accessories and books..Went back to the workshop to get the car..Then we went to my another cousin's house while waiting for my aunty from work..At around 5, we went to the city hall to fetch her..Dinner..We ate chicken rice in a food court..We went back to house and walked across to Lot 1 to get some glue for the children camp tomorrow..In the shopping mall, the kids were having superman talk..Okay, we walked out to pasar malam and bought some food home..Bathe and watched tv after that..Called home..Online until quite late and I slept..

Wednesday - 28/11/07

I didn't manage to sleep a little bit longer as I need to go to church to help my aunt out in the children camp..We left home at around 7.15 and headed all our way to church..Maybe it was early, so there was no traffic congestion but we still need half an hour to reach..I was really surprised to see there is no one there..So, aunt have to open the door and arranged the seat and all..I helped out some..As time pass, Aunt Mee Kian and her daughter came..We had a hard time to figure out how to open the main door..Lastly, we did it..Later on, everyone came and the registration soon started..Those little kiddos were so cute..After that, they moved to the hall for activities..I read the newspaper or u can say I'm flipping through those pages and here I saw the advertisement about HK Disneyland..How I wish I can go..Then I read the news of Singaporean died in Cambodia after the dragon boat thing and about the robot guitar..After that, I helped to prepare their branch and grabbed some to eat..I was in charged in the group of Peter..We were using the 'Gentleness' room..Haha..I even saw John 3:16 verse..The kids ate quietly and finished all..Then, we had our lunch and we prepared for them too..Not long later, I chatted with Aunt Bi Lan..She told me a lot..She even called me to join the airline..It shows that I have the height eh..Okay, after all, it's their time to have lunch and we were like babysitter, looking after them..After that, I played with Marcus for sometime..He was so cute..At first, I even thought he was a girl..He has long curly hair..I love him so much..Went home later..The rain so heavy but luckily there were no traffic jam on the road..Continued watching MVP Valentine until 7..Went out to have dinner at Bukit Panjang Plaza..Shopped for a while and went home to catch the next show at 9..Bathe and prepared for the drama..I online again after that and continued with MVP Valentine..Sleep time..

Thursday - 29/11/07

Okay..I woke up really late compared to the other days..Ate cereals and continues with my drama..Watched until lunch time over and my uncle and I decided to eat Maggi mee for lunch..We continued to watch until 6 when Ryan came back from work and brought us out for dinner at Jurong Point..Ate the 5 person meal there which cost $78..Okay, we enjoyed that so much..Got chicken, prawns, fish, vegetables and fried rice..Okay, I can't stop eating that..Shopped for a while again and bought an Elle T-shirt..Went home and it's already 10.30..wow, i bathe and online again then watched drama and sleep..

Friday - 30/11/07

Went to woodlands by MRT to Cosway Point..Shopped for the last time in Sinagpore for this trip..Bought really lots of things..For dad, mom and bro..The strange thing is I only bought one bracelet for myself..Okay, ate fried noodles at the food court and walked the whole mall..Lastly, went to buy some cd..daughtry..u know who u are la..okay..went home..After 5 minutes, we went out to Clementi to eat Claypot rice..Haha..Then, we went home to pack our luggage and watched Tian Tang Niao..I slept really late that day..at 2.30 and I have to wake up at 5 to get ready..

Saturday - 1/12/07

Woke up at 5..Brush mt teeth and wash up then have some milo..checked for the last time..Closed all the windows and fans and lights..We left home at 6 and headed all our way to Cosway..Oh, so many ppl there waiting..Luckily, after half and hour, we reached Malaysia..The journey was kinda fun..Aunt and me chat with uncle to prevent him from falling asleep..Joke around and laugh..We stopped at somewhere to eat roti prata and we continued our journey again..Reached Ipoh at around 2 and we ate dim sum for lunch and we went home..I online right after I reached home..Miss my computer for one week plus..Then we had dinner together at my house..

My one-week-trip-without-my-parents-to-Singapore was fun..I learnt to be really independent..I get to know the life there too..Going out with MRT by myself was fun..Shop around and I know a lot of ppl and places..Great trip..

2007-11-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

Today was okay la..Not bad not bad..Watch lots of videos on youtube..mostly songs..Packed my luggage for my Singapore trip..Hmm, I guess wherever I pass by any shop, I must stop to look even for a while cos there is a long list of people who ask for souvenirs..Okay, I'm writing down their names..

I did nothing all day long except for doing add maths..It was okay cos most of it I manage to get the correct answers..claps for myself..Tomorrow is the day..Ah, really can't wait for it..From the day my mum register till now, it already half a year..Imagine how I walk through this half year..Study hard for PMR and do a lot of exercises..It was not easy at all..

I will update more after I come back from the trip..Continue to check my list of things-to-bring and souvenirs lists..Hope I don't miss anyone out..

Stevens

2007-11-20T20:31:00.000+08:00

I simply love today..Okay, as most of u know, I was really looking forward to this tuition - my Maths tuition under Steven..He is really nice and he can joke..Ah, how I love him..Anyway, this morning when i reached there with Bao Xin, we have a nice seats..Suddenly, there came a young-looking man where at first I thought he is a helper or assistant of Steven..He introduced himself..During the 4 hours lesson, I actually learn a lot of things for me..*Jess and CC pls note that I'm still a beginner, there's no doubt I don't know a question which is easy for u but hard for me..*Okay, for ur info, I asked them one question about simultaneous equations and they solved it for me and claimed that it was easy..Hmmph..I knew it..

The first impression I got from Steven is that he is a really good teacher..Well, he can control the 'sound system' of the whole class which is more than 100 people..Can u imagine it?? Before he started the lesson, he told us about the rules and regulations in a funny way..He even act out some for us..There was one part where he talked about security..He said if really something happen, we will be rob while he will be raped..Ahem, kinda lame la rite??But who cares, all of us enjoy the lesson so much..

Time to tell u what I learnt this morning..I learnt Significant Figures and Simultaneous Equations today..Significant figures is okay cos I did that earlier and Simultaneous equations is not bad too..At least I managed to solve all except for one..His teachings are really good cos I can understand..Haha..As many of u know, I getting really excited to go for his tuition where most of u guys thought my BF is there..and it's not true..

grace says:
im so happy
grace says:
cos i got tuition
grace says:
crazy rite?
jloh says:
ERRR.okay
jloh says:
got BF there izzit?
grace says:
so 8 la u
grace says:
what do u expect?
jloh says:
oh
jloh says:
ahaha
jloh says:
must be la
grace says:
sorry
grace says:
wrong answer
grace says:
is a big NO
grace says:
u should know im such a GOOD girl

Okay, I know I'm a bit too perasan..Got influenced by people around me lar..So, mind me..

After tuition, I really scratched my heads off to complete the homework..I really cant and I called for help and I slept right after that to rest my mind..Now, I understand why a professor ( a person who needs to use the brain at all times) has a head of white hair..no offence..

Okay, I shall now proceed to my tv and phone cos I didn't really touch it since this morning..I'm going to Singapore..wuhoo..That's all for now..

Things I Would Like To Do - Part 1

2007-11-19T17:50:00.000+08:00

1) Go back to school

Before I go back to school, a lot of things I should do before I got caught by any of the prefects..I should remove my nail paint, cut my fringe, remove my necklace and bangle, find my nametag and the list goes on..I'm missing school right now..I wanna see everyone in school..yes, everyone..I wanna play 'Pembunuh and Penganas'..I wanna do a lots of things..

2) Get to know more about God

I'm taking Bible Knowledge..Okay, that's my first way to get closer to Him..I shall read the bible more often which I usually dont..I will talk to God every night more than last time..I must read my daily bread everyday plus the Christmas edition..

3) Have a deep talk with my friends

I miss every of my friends very much..I want to talk to them..Even though a short one, I will be really satisfied..I love sharing stuff with them..

4) Go to Singapore

Okay, I'm going to Singapore this Thursday..To those who want any souvenirs, just tell me, I'll buy for u guys..I will buy for u..I love shopping in Singapore..Shirts, foods and accessories are nice..I love there..This time I'll be going to Sentosa too..Well, I'm gnna buy a lot lot of stuff there..

2007-11-19T17:26:00.000+08:00

I know I didnt update this blog so often but I really out of idea on what I should post..Hols life started and as usual it's so boring..The same thing happens and repeats everyday..Dont u feel bored..I am feeling bored right now..I wonder why when I open the MSN, there are lesser people to chat with and all sign out so fast..It's totally different from last time where everyone online 24/7..

I'm really desperate to go for tuition now..u can call me crazy or whatever u like..My maths and add maths tuition start tomorrow..It sounds kinda funny cos I haven decide which stream to go to..Most probably I will go Science stream..But, I dont know what class I should go..Science 4 or what??I really scared I will regret later..Well, I shall think of it really careful one day..Anyway, I'm learning Chemistry now and I found it kinda interesting..

16112007

2007-11-16T15:43:00.000+08:00

The last day of school was fun and sad..I tried to wake up early in the morning to fry those nuggets and sausage for class party, but I cant..Lastly, my maid do it all..When I woke up, I was really shocked to see those food nicely packed in the container and I thanked her so much..okay, skip those intro..

Reached school kinda late..I mean later than normal days..Accompanied Jia to find people and was late for assembly..I felt so worried and lined up behind there..As usuual, we sang the national anthem and Wawasan 2020 and followed by the ikrar and announcement..Mrs Lee praised us, the 3 Hornbill-ers for doing well in the activities after PMR..She even praised us for our generosity to help the Form 4 girl who suffered from a disease called SLE..She also received a good comment from a visitor that said our attendance is good..*loud applause*The assembly ended with school song and we went back to class..

We helped Pn Seow with the Science files and arranging my class report cards..It was about 8.30 when we came back to class..I joined in the 'Pembunuh and Penduduk' game..We played wildly..I didn't get to be the pembunuh..It was so fun and the game was until 9.35..We had our class party which is more likely an eating feast..My sausage finished the first followed by nuggets..Everyone ate with joy..Shiyun, Weili, Carynne and me drink like the bride and groom..dont know how to describe it..but it was fun..will have so pics up later..

After recess, I changed into PJ attire..Went to bengkel to help..Payleng and Shiyun found some packets of pills which we suspected them to be drugs and they went to lapor to Mrs Lee..It's so funny..Later, Jia and I went to Form 2 block to take photos..Took photos with Kim, Jean and the whole gang..There was this funny scene where Anna went to toilet and we stopped her..Someone said 'Anna u go to wet( berfoya-foya) ar??' Anna answered' no ar, I very dry.' Everyone laughed..I went back to class after that and took photos with Steph, Wai and May..

The bell rang..Ah, dont like holidays..I want school..I went out to wait for my car and took photos with Kim and Jean again..okay, my car came and I left..That's my last day of school in 2007..miss it so much..

Second Last Day of School

2007-11-15T17:03:00.000+08:00

Well, as normal, I love going to school..Dont ask me why..I choose not to absent from school just to get the 100% attendance cert..Too sad..Next year, I'm not going to receive this cert..Lol..Time passed so fast..I'm going to Form 4 which means hectic life is going to start..These few days i tried to enjoy school although i'm sick..Enjoy myself so much this whole week..

Monday - Choral speaking..We lost to Oriole..Was kinda disappointed but late it just fade away..well, have to admit that we prepare it really last minute..

Tuesday - Senamrobik..We won..This is also last minute work but we didn't get out of the topic..cos some even dance cha cha..

Wednesday - Netball..We lost but actually we won..Our opponet is Oriole..They are so ganas..They will just hit u just to the ball..They even snatch ur ball when the ball is in ur hand..hate them so much..Luckily, when played with school team, we got 3-3 while they got 11-2..shame??that's truly the answer..They lost to the school team..oh ya, I was the time keeper..and I really enjoy it..After that, we went back to our class and play like crazy..There was this scene when we were messing up Jia's hair, Yiwen and Kaylynn suddenly came in..Jia shouted like crazy..U should know what she looked..haha..

Thursday - Prize Giving Day..Before it started, we helped Miss Azana to carry those hampers to Upper hall..We just managed to get 6 prizes..It was really fun to distributed the hamper among us..We alos took a lot crazy photos..I will upload it later to show u our craziness..

Tomorrow, the last day of school, is gotong-royong and class party..I will go to bengkel there to help..Just hope that cameras are there to be with us..I'm going to miss u guys so much during the hols..hope to go out with u guys during hols..

2007-11-12T18:07:00.000+08:00

okay..i dont know what i should put as the title..today was quite tiring for me..yesterday, i had a flu..i think I've use a box of tissue..till today, im still feeling not well..really plan not to go to school tomorrow..aih..or maybe i should go..support hornbill..senamrobik..

today's choral speaking was okay..but kinda disappointed with it..arggh..why cant we win??their pronounciation is worse than ours..haha..we even pick their error..Malaysia's malaysian and they pronounce it as Malaysian malaysian..I knew it wouldnt change the result..but anyway, it just make oursleves feel better..haha..

After that, we went back to class and chat for the whole day..haha..so nice..we chat about shopping..enjoy so much..oh ya, before i forgotten, i taught wei li mandarin..so fun to teach her..was watching Under The Canopy of Love..unfortunately, i watched so slow cos i chat with wai yee, niki and jess..lol..gonna continue with my series..

Coincidence

2007-11-11T12:29:00.000+08:00

Before I go into this topic, let’s talk about the Combined Christmas Celebration held this morning.. well, I reached at Wesley Church at 7.30 for practice.. lol.. was shocked when jia said I was late.. it’s not even time..anyway, without any delay, we started our practice.. Everyone seemed not in condition, some chatting while some not paying attention.. Gwyneth was kinda worried cos teacher has high hope on us..

We didn’t manage to practice all cos it was time for roll call.. went to ‘badminton court’ for roll call.. later, we realized that it was basketball court.. My squad had the most members.. great applause.. and we get third for the month card collection.. another cheer.. okay.. enough of syoking myself.. the praise and worship was okay.. but I was like so sesat, run to the front while all my friend were at the back.. okay, I had to admit that I was kinda high that time.. Pastor Chan talked to us about hope.. nothing much to talk about that.. he told us about Christmas is Jesus’s birthday..

Lastly, it was the award presentation time.. got my service award only.. hmmph.. 2 more points to go to get my GOLD!! Ish.. this year only four meetings counted only.. yer.. not fair.. when come to YL time, I was in total blurness.. I totally forgot about it.. It was until Kay Lynn when I realized about it.. ignore me lar.. games.. I was really looking forward for it.. but was kinda disappointing with it.. it’s so lame..

Dismissal was next and we ate our ‘lunch’ or u may call it branch.. okay ate some fishballs.. went to change and saw Debbie and Mindy finished changing.. we change next.. when we got to know so many people also going to jusco, I was so shocked and happy..

When we reached, we went window shopping first as we were kinda full.. when we went to pizza, we saw, the F4 gang.. they consist of Mayjet, Jess, Kayee, Yeesan, Pui Mun, etc.. cant list out all their name.. we ordered kinda lot of food.. for us la.. u know one person eat one regular pizza and three people share a jug of pepsi..

We went window shopping again.. almost the whole jusco we walked before.. so tiring.. saw Mayjet with her AMC friends.. she just introduced them to us and we just said a simple hi.. really love today.. unfortunately, didn’t take much photo.. yeah, they haven’t finish eating even after one hour plus.. tho I didn’t buy anything, but kinda satisfied with what happen this wonderful day..

Pictures..

2007-11-08T13:27:00.000+08:00

lol..these pics are kinda long ago..but who cares??

I may's party

me in toilet after cleaning..

a big happy family..

Kuala Sepetang/ Taiping trip

Movie..

2007-11-08T13:07:00.000+08:00

well, Hati Malaya wasn't that bad..jia and i practically laughing and talking throughout the movie..I know it's a bit boring but for crazy people like us, it will be fun..what we did was change the script and act it out..we even change some scene there..jia even do something to their names..only a few of us know..

we sat beside teachers..hasnoridah, lailatul and roselina..hasnoridah was telling us it was very mportant for us in moral next year nad sejarah F5..cos i said we learnt it earlier on..but of course we didn't learn it deeper in..we were late for the movie..so we didn't buy drink and popcorn..was kinda shocked to see students and teachers there..anyway, it's not the main point..

hmm, it's not that romantic as some people said..i think jia and i were the only noisiest and craziest fella in the cinema..laughing like crazy..oh ya, i love their malay..in the movie they act as the british man,,i love the chinese too..he got the chinese slang in him and all the "ar"..so funny..after that, we went to Starbucks to buy cakes..it's too pricey..i bought a marble cheese and tiramisu..

Winner Thoughts..

2007-11-05T20:59:00.000+08:00

lol..it was a brand new week..it started off with tarian..kinda disappointed with our performance..our practice one is much more better..yup..i really mean it..even the smiles are always on our face without any reminder..maybe we dont feel scared so much..every step we can do well and even remember it well..today for no reason, everyone was complaining that they did some move wrong including me..lol..i hate the kain sarung so much..i stepped on it so many times..luckily didnt fall..or else it will be really embarrasing..

what is done is done..i dont really care what people think and see..i prefer to look at our own view..u may say me stubborn but i feel that it's the best way..we ddid not practise for the last time..we just apply what we got and remember on last thursday..sometimes, i prefer the judges judge us when we are practsing or without our notice..we will do better..

on the stage - it was really scarying..people shouting for you and cheering..scared of everything..scared that this move is wrong, that move is wrong..all worries came to my mind..but of course i still have confidence in myself..later on, this feeling just fade away..i started to enjoy the stage..continued to dance until the end..

last thursday, we had practice in upper hall with the F4s..i like their dance..both..but somehow, i dont know why..people are just too choosy or whatever u call it..they will say this one not nice, that one not nice, this one move too much..that one cant follow..all those complaint..really pity the both of them..last week, when we went upstairs to see, u can see clearly that the u-know-who was elakking the one who like to complain..people osos wanna escape already lar, what for u still wanna crticise?u think u can dance better??if not, just keep ur mouth shut...stop those nonsense..u will just lower their confidence..i saw the u-know-who dance, it wasnt that bad..that's whay im kinda angry..

okay, back to the competition..im still bluring when it's our turn..but later, it turned out okay..we were really shocked to kow that we are the champion bacause there are too many opponent who are better than us..like heron..we performed for the last time..it was terrible..ranjini forgot the steps and the same as me..felt kinda embarassing..luckily it was not for the competition..we got the movie ticket as reward..for ur info, we are going to watch hati malaya tmr at 3 in parade..

Disappointment

2007-11-03T11:41:00.000+08:00

Well, the title tells u a bit about my feelings..im kinda disappointed with things happened nowadays..I got tHIS friend who I get kinda close to her last year..it's just a few days only..but according to my others friends, I n her really close..No matter how busy we get, we will still take out some time to chat with each other every week..* be reminded, we dont talk to each other except for urgent things* it has been around 2 or 3 months when I last chat with her..Although it was a short one, but i still treasure it very much..i dont know why it turns out this way..but one thing i have to admit is i didnt work out so much in this friendship compared to others..im so sorry..Whenever I wanted to talk to her, she will show me the face that says, i dont wanna talk to u..what can i do..but when she's there for me to talk to, i was the one who showed those faces..After that, I will blame myself for showing the cool face n not saying a simple hi to her..Recently, when both of us were in upper hall, something made me turn n look at her..at the same time, she was looking at me too..after realising im looking at her, she turns away..when came to my turns, i did the same thing..this repeated a few times until one of us left..I knew that it was my fault too..it was too late for me to realise as our friendship turns out in this way..i really dont know what is the best way to help this..Will it just fade away?? im just worried about this..but all this will be place in God's hand..only God knows..I really dont wanna lose this amazing friend.. IM SORRY!!

2007-10-30T17:01:00.000+08:00

These two days were pretty busy with the trip's preparation and presentation and all..The time I spend in class is lesser than one hour..i guess..except for today..yesterday was fun and boring..

In the morning, I was walking around the school to collect permission slip and help teacher out with some stuff..later was masakan..it was fun indeed..i enjoy myself so much..putaring the cake and eating those creams..niki got worse than me..her mouth was still with choc cream..everyone laughed..our cakes were done after a while..we were so excited to see our own cakes..Lastly, our class got first in the lagu and puisi thingy..We were so happy and cheered for each other..

Today, i was annoyed by mosquitoe..hate it so much..some of u might know what had happened..went to find glenna for edi stuff..lol..gonna bring a camera tmr..i will take more pics..don't worry..our class got second for gubahan bunga..we shouted in joy..miss MGS's rehearsal was next..I went to the hall quietly without teacher notice and watched their performance..janna was slepping, niki was chatting..almost no one is practising..only the F4s..enjoyed watching them dance..listening to music and chat with wai..

after school, we had practice for GB and at the same time tarian..I have to split myself into two which later I choose not to pay attention..haha..but later, just before I left, I managed to catch up..mayb it's because lesser disturbance..Our dance was neat..We practise repeatedly..we had done half of the dance..fabulous??only one day, half dance was done..

Currently, I'm so in love with korean songs..Now listening Sung Shi Kyung - Geu Nal Ee Hoo Ro..It's from First Love of A Royal Prince..

School...

2007-10-28T15:57:00.000+08:00

Whoa..It's has been a long time since my last post..Life has been kinda busy..yeah..it's packed with activities and trip..so far, we're just the champion for one competition..all others are second..anyway, life has been really busy nowadays with these competition where we have to practise using those time after school..lol..I really can't imagine how we practise in these time with them always ponteng..especially choral speaking..

So, for the whole next week, I have to stay back everyday to practise for GB presentation during combined Christmas celebration and tarian etnik..I'm not complaining..I just hope that those fellow just come to the school to practise..Even some didn't participate in anything..It ended up that we have to take part in more than one competition..how unfair is it??

Yesterday school was boring and silent minus those time we play cards..the attendance of my class was bad..only 10 of us..I'm the third one to arrive..When I arrive, I even thought today is holiday ar?? We even thought of combining Heron and Hornbill..but no matter how, it just 20..But we have extra 10 minutes for recess..yay..the recess is the worst of all..I don't even know what I should eat..the first time..

i went to online almost the whole day..chat, watching videos on youtube..it's life now..I really can't wait for next friday where we will be going to to kuala sepetang..tho just for one day..but i'm sure we will enjoy ourselves to the max..

update

2007-10-20T14:08:00.000+08:00

okay..Hols going to come to an end..I didn't really make use of this hols..I just watch tvb drama, on9, sleep and eat during the one week hols..Anyway, I have finished watching Heart of Greed and The Drive of Life..Haha..I also watched Wars of In-Laws and My Girl..I just love these shows..I love Bosco and Myolie..They are just so cute..can't wait for the Wars of In-Laws 2007..

Few days ago, I suffered from eye infection..It was okay now..My eyes were so pain..lol..It's over now..That's all for now..

Grace signing out..

?????

2007-10-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

First of all, today is my 'brother's birthday..so, im here to wish her..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BROTHER JESS!!

Anyway, today is just too boring for me..U know, normally I can't stand those boring lives..U might say me crazy or anything..I really want back my life before PMR..Im serious..no joking at all..For me, those hectic days were hard but meaningful..We studied and worked hard for PMR..now, i duno what should do man..For this whole week, my days in school was to be an OL (Office Lady)..My job was running here and there to confirm with others and keyed in all the details of the particular person..But, I have fun too lar..I had experienced something that most of us do not dare to do..Eating in the penolong kanan's office..One thing Im sure is that Im not suitable to be an OL..I couldn't stand it..I strain my eyes when double checking the details on the screen..Ah, wonder the power of my eyes will increase or not??Ignore it..Don't feel like updating my blog..I don't have anything to post..

I cook..

2007-10-12T13:02:00.000+08:00

I woke up at around 11 today..When I went downstairs, I saw my aunt doing kaya..So she called me to help..It was fun indeed..Later, we proceeded to make pancake..I did alomost everything, but of course, the machine did help..I measured all the ingredients then put in into a container..I put it into the machine to stir..Then, we left the dough aside for 30 minutes, and we fried it..so happy coz I did help in the process of making pancake..What my mum said was not correct..She said I cant cook..Now, everything has been proven..

chat..

2007-10-10T22:12:00.000+08:00

C.C says: boring

C.C says: sigh

grace says: y woh

grace says: holiday eh

C.C says:nothing to do

C.C says:i got exam wat holidays

grace says:go out with ur frens la

C.C says:so late d..

C.C says:tak mau

grace says:watch tv lor

C.C says:watching online tv

grace says:i kenot ar

grace says:connection not that good

C.C says:y kenot

grace says:so slow

C.C says:mine also not tat gud

grace says:i got free pizza voucher

grace says:haha

C.C says:huh1

C.C says:i wan!

C.C says:u got how many/

grace says:1 only

C.C says:ceh

grace says:1 regular pizza mah

C.C says:yee...i wan!1

grace says:u bring me there la

C.C says:dun need to buy anything then can get d ar?

grace says:ya la

C.C says:aiyer..so siao..just go there get 1 free pizza

grace says:u order other food la

C.C says:no money...broke d

grace says:i still got a lot vouchers

C.C says:wat other vouchers?

C.C says:who gave u/

grace says:pizza is mine

grace says:others my dad one

C.C says:where u get all these vouchers?

grace says:jusco n star

C.C says:star/???how to get?

grace says:join the star NIE lo

C.C says:ceh

C.C says:tat NIE again

C.C says:so stupid

grace says:haha

grace says:this yr very easy

grace says:just do poster only

C.C says:join every year ng sien meh

grace says:last yr din join

grace says:got pizza mah

C.C says:ceh tat pizza.............................

grace says:eih, u wana watch movie not

C.C says:i wanna watch the seekers

grace says:wait

grace says:18 above?

C.C says:dunno.//

C.C says:y???watch with u ar????

grace says:find one more person woh

grace says:buy 2 free 1

C.C says:huh wat voucher is tat again??

grace says:jusco

grace says:but in parade

C.C says:huh parade ar..

C.C says:so weird lar...ajak my friend then bring u along

grace says:cheh

C.C says:ceh wat//

grace says:parade gt no the seekers

C.C says:then got wat wo?

grace says:all oso 18 above geh

C.C says:ceh then dont need to watch..

C.C says:wait till u're 18..wakkakak

grace says:okay lor

grace says:den bring me to eat kenny rogers

C.C says:huh got free again ar?

grace says:yeah lar

grace says:a whole stack

C.C says:A WHOLE STACK???

C.C says:r u sure it's free?

grace says:some u have to buy den only got

C.C says:mai hai lor..

grace says:buy 2 free 1

C.C says:buy 2 free 1 need another person again

grace says:bring some one la

grace says:then we divide

C.C says:kenny rogers in jusco..

C.C says:sigh...ma fan lar..

C.C says:dun eat.

grace says:yer

C.C says:y dont u ask ur friends wo

grace says:no one fetch me

C.C says:ur mum n dad leh...

C.C says:holidays ma no meh/

grace says:not free

C.C says:school holidays start d ar/

grace says:haven

grace says:tomorrow the last day

C.C says:oh still got tmr isit..

grace says:ya la

C.C says:hahhaa...camnya

grace says:so fun

grace says:where got cham

C.C says:wat's so fun?

grace says:the activities n the trip

C.C says:wat trip..so many trip

grace says:kuala sepetang n taiping zoo

C.C says:taiping zoo...wakkak...stupid place...

C.C says:go further down then will reach my campus

grace says:so near gah

C.C says:no ar.....erm...about an hour more..wakakka

grace says:today i type those names until hands oso kebas d

grace says:cheh

C.C says:u r organizer ar//

grace says:u say until very near

C.C says:under wat club

grace says:no, asst secretary

C.C says:apa club

grace says:f3 after pmr activities

grace says:no club

C.C says:class one or wat?

grace says:thw whole form

C.C says:wow...

C.C says:then u r one of the committee members/

grace says:can say so gua

grace says:veli cham

grace says:have to type all the details of everyone

C.C says:hahhaa...

C.C says:hate to become secretary

grace says:haha

grace says:later i got another camp

C.C says:wat camp so babai

grace says:ralt

grace says:just fun la

C.C says:ralt?/apa tu

grace says:recreational one

C.C says:huh haven heard be4

grace says:gb one la

C.C says:ceh

grace says:gb camp is nice

grace says:my group members so nice

C.C says:yeee..

C.C says:i also got camp..

grace says:what camp?

C.C says:uni student camp...........wakkaka

C.C says:then another one is 下鄉

grace says:haha

C.C says:aiya..very tired tim

grace says:fun mah

grace says:nvm lo

C.C says:i said now very tired ar

grace says:haha

grace says:din sleep ar

grace says:where u go woh just now?

C.C says:nope...this morning got test ma

C.C says:just now i ngam ngam balik only ma

grace says:icic

grace says:so busy den say boring woh

C.C says:huh boring lor

grace says:haha

grace says:what r u doing?

C.C says:doing noting

grace says:i thot u watch online tv

grace says:i wana buy disc ar

C.C says:da line no gud..

C.C says:tmr u wat time habis school wo

grace says:12.30

C.C {je veux manger sushi] says:wow so early

grace says:puasa mah

C.C {je veux manger sushi] says:guan si meh?

C.C {je veux manger sushi] says:y we all puasa also dont have early dismissal/

grace says:they puasa earlier go home lo

grace says:u all din apply gua

C.C {je veux manger sushi] says:uni can apply one meh

grace says:i duno

grace says:nvm la

C.C {je veux manger sushi] says:tmr i dunno do wat at home ..sigh

grace says:go out with frens la

C.C {je veux manger sushi] says:think think first.

grace says:haha

grace says:duno who to call?

C.C {je veux manger sushi} says:yea...some of them not back yet...mmg ma fan

grace says:u got so many frens

grace says:sure got one geh

C.C {je veux manger sushi} says:huh hv to go back home for lunch ma..so maybe susah..

C.C {je veux manger sushi} says:wanna go watch seekers on fri..wakakka

grace says:herr

grace says:din call me oso

C.C {je suis ennuyeuse} says:u cant go in...wakakka

grace says:can mah

C.C {je suis ennuyeuse} says:cannot 18

grace says:newspaper din write

C.C {je suis ennuyeuse} says:cannot cannot...

C.C {je suis ennuyeuse} says:bring u along so weird

grace says:then bring me another day lo

C.C {je suis ennuyeuse} says:y wanna go there so keen

grace says:long time din go jusco

C.C {je suis ennuyeuse} says:i wanna lie on the bed...

grace says:lie la

This is what we practically chat about..

New Experience..

2007-10-10T17:56:00.000+08:00

Last night, Steph told me I will be representing the class in spontaneous story telling..My reaction was 'WHAT?'..she pandai-pandai put my name and her reason was I'm good at crapping..The problem now was I might not be able to crap for 3 minutes..My idea was just stupid and just for the sake of fun..I think the judges will get a severe headache after it..Too exaggerate??

Today, everything was in a rush..Luckily, I managed to type out all the details and the permission letter, while Jia did all the permohonan letter..So, my hands were so kebas now..Early in the morning, Puan Seow came with a long list which contains those who doesn't want to go..Some I even type already..I have to cut it and put another name..Later, another list came..This is the name who intend to go..After recess, people came to me to cancel their name and some came to me to ask me for place woh..What I did practically was delete and type the names again and again..I was getting so annoyed by them..Jia was so worry that I will explode..

It was a nice experience..I meant the experience where we ate in Puan Ho's office while doing our work..It was fun..Those people were really irresponsible..Some left out the address, some left out the phone number, most was incomplete..I like some stupid fellow running up and down searching for them..It wasn't good..I went to 3 Partridge for thrice just to find people..Ah, so hard..I remembered I wanted to find a girl who didn't put her class..I went to a few classes to find her..I think they fooled me la..I went to Prinia and they said the girl is in Eagle..I went to Eagle and they said in Pitta..I went to Pitta and they said she was either Oriole or Osprey..Lastly, I went to Partridge, the girl is there..I wanted to scold her man..She just make my work hard..Even the whole list took a whole morning to finish..

Anyway, at the end of school, right after the bell rang, Jia saved all the document in a pendrive and we printed it out..I went to help Puan Seow to put her laptop back to the car while Jia wait for the documents to print..After everything was done, we quickly rushed out coz she scared to get scolded from our parents..Fortunately, my dad came and fetch me..We went to McD drive-thru..I had Mc Flurry and nuggets..love it so much..

9-10-07

2007-10-09T14:29:00.000+08:00

Actually i has out of idea on what to put as title..Since, this morning Pay Leng asked me about the date, so I'm going to use the date..lol..Today was okay..reached school kinda late..so i didn't go to morning prayer..went to chat with Jini coz she was absent on monday..She asked me about school..So it was the time for us to line up..Guess who I saw??Steph talking to Jess..haha..I went to her and touched her head..maybe it is not consider hit..coz I didn't use much effort..

Assembly started as usually..We had ceramah after that..It was practically about those activities after PMR..The activities are kinda boring..choral speaking, spelling b, miss mgs, etc..I don't think my class has done all this..But they have chose participants..I went out with Steph to find teachers and Puan Rohana called us to do the kokurikulum stuff for her class..We had fun doing that..We enjoyed that so much..

After recess, I went with Jia to settle the Kuala Sepetang trip stuff..We went class by class to ask..Later, we went to Puan Seow's car and took her laptop..I and Jia went to upper hall to type those names..Whoa, 108 names..some more haven plus teachers..We are getting crazy..We chat and laugh during that..We laughed at the laptop where when we type, it will appear twice..So tmr, I and Jia may be skip the ceramah thing to do the list..hope that I can skip lor..I'm sure it will be very boring..

Im currently watching My Girl..I have been watching it again and again..love it so much..So I'm going to continue..Will update tmr..

A Life Worth Living

2007-10-08T13:50:00.000+08:00

I came across this devotion online that day and I found it is really good and I should share it with u..

He who has the Son has life; he does not have the Son of God does not have life.It means we should trust in Him, seek, serve and follow Him..When we trust in Him, we will have eternal life..For example, the Samaritan woman and Jesus at the well..

The devotion is mainly about we should trust God with all our hearts..If we did, He will give us a true and enriching life and shower us with His endless love.. God is always there for us, it's just we didn't realise or some just kept ignoring Him..If we open our heart for Him, He will definitely help us and give us joy..Only in Him, we can find a true life worth living..

The one who know Jesus and accepted Him as their saviour and best friend of life will have eternal life..They will expereince a great change in them..Their life wouldn't full of sorrow, but full of joy and love..They are different from others because they are the son of Him..

Matthew 19:16-21

16Now a man came up to Jesus and asked, "Teacher, what good thing must I do to get eternal life?"
17"Why do you ask me about what is good?" Jesus replied. "There is only One who is good. If you want to enter life, obey the commandments."

18"Which ones?" the man inquired.

Jesus replied, " 'Do not murder, do not commit adultery, do not steal, do not give false testimony, 19honor your father and mother,'[d] and 'love your neighbor as yourself.'[e]"

20"All these I have kept," the young man said. "What do I still lack?"

21Jesus answered, "If you want to be perfect, go, sell your possessions and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me."

With His love, we should live to our fullest because He is leading us to a true life worth living..

A day

2007-10-08T13:34:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy today..I talked with Wei Li about friends..Somehow, we talked about this same friend of us..It's so funny when we get to know actually I'm not that close to her and she also not so close to her..So we started to comment about her..Good comments fly through our mind..Bad comments too..Unfortunately she has some different views..Anyway, we felt that that she isn't that good..We talked about her bad's and it makes me feel better..coz normally I cant even tell anyone..I felt kinda disappointed with this friend of us..What she did to me I still can rmb very well..Maybe I didn't tell Wei Li..Wei Li, u should be proud coz u are the first one who I talked to when I have some opinions..be proud..

We practically chat for the whole day..seems so relax eh?? It's true..Even Mrs Lee also commented about this..She even came into our class adn talked to us..She told us about some competition, something like idol, guess what she say, she said u can join if u looks like her..Haha..Never in my lifetime know that she's such a good joker..I thought she's just a strict person..So I have to change my mind from now onwards..Me, Shi Yun and Wei Li planned our after PMR activities..When to eat pizza, when to watch movie, when to go shopping.....Soon, it's time for us to go home..Tmr got briefing..We chose Pay Leng for Miss MGS pageant..keep it a secret k..

L.O.V.E.

2007-10-07T13:15:00.000+08:00

What is love?? According to wikipedia, Love is an intense feeling of affection related to a sense of strong loyalty or profound oneness.[1] The meaning of love varies relative to context. Romantic love is seen as an ineffable feeling of intense attraction shared in passionate or intimate attraction and intimate interpersonal and sexual relationships.[2] Though often linked to personal relations, love is often given a broader signification, a love of humanity, of nature, with life itself, or a oneness with the Universe, a universal love. Love can also be construed as Platonic love,[3] religious love,[4] familial love, and, more casually, great affection for anything considered strongly pleasurable, desirable, or preferred, to include activities and foods.[5][2] This diverse range of meanings in the singular word love is often contrasted with the plurality of Greek words for love, reflecting the concept's depth, versatility, and complexity.

Here are some I LOVE YOU in different languages..

English -> I love u

Malay -> Aku cinta pada mu

Korean -> Saranghaeyo

Japanese -> Aishiteru

Mandarin -> Wo ai ni

Cantonese -> Ngo oi ney

French -> Je t'aime

German -> Ich liebe Dich

Greek -> s'ayapo (spoken s'agapo, 3rd letter is lower case 'gamma')

Hokkien -> Wa ai lu

Just too boring..Steph, it's for u..n also for my dearies..

My Fave Always and Forever

2007-10-06T19:01:00.000+08:00

There's nothing better
Than living for you
Saving my world with you,

There's nothing better
Than praising your name
And lifting my praise
Wanna spend forever
Standing in ur presence

And i wanna show you
What you mean to me god
I give you my whole life
And i gotta tell you
That i am urs forever
Lord i give you my whole life

Jesus i will live for you
In everything i do
I'm holding onto you
Always!
Always and forever..
And when my world is falling down
In you i will be found
I'm staying in ur arms today
Always! always and forever..

There's nothing better
Than living for you
Saving my world with you,
There's nothing better..
And i wanna show you
What you mean to me god
I give you my whole life
And i've gotta tell you
I am urs forever
Lord i give you my whole life

Jesus i will live for you
In everything i do
I'm holding onto you
Always!
Always and forever..
And when my world is falling down
In you i will be found
I'm staying in ur arms today
Always!
Always and forever..

Always and forever

Always! always and forever.. *(repeat 11 times)

Jesus i will live for you
In everything i do
I'm holding onto you
Always!
Always and forever..
And when my world is falling down
In you i will be found
I'm staying in ur arms today
Always!
Always and forever..

Always
Always and forever
Always
Always and forever
Always
Always and forever

SESAT..

2007-10-06T13:42:00.000+08:00

I looked so sesat..It's just my second day of merdeka and I don't even know what should I do..I just woke up at 12 noon..Yeah, I'm a lazy pig..cos I didn't sleep yesterday which I plan to do so after my test..What I did practically was on9, chatting, read my dearie bible and watch tv..Yo, now no one can rampas the tv from me..my bro will be sitting for his test..so he can't watch tv..

I had my lunch outside..had black pepper chicken chop and coke..it was just okay..cos i will not have any appetite right after i wake up..sounds funny??it's me..i also duno why..so now I am blogging..Trying to do a summary after I read the bible..I said I will try..So don't put so much hope on me..Haha..

Yesterday, I chatted with so many people..Steph, Simone, Wei Li....Simone saw my post a month ago and she asked me whether I am okay..I was like I'm okay, don't worry..That's just my feeling a month ago..now I'm happy and enjoying my life after the mighty PMR!!Actually I don't know how I get annoyed so easily that time..Maybe because of stress..

So friends, I promise I will live my life happily..Thanks for the support and care..You guys rock my life the most..

PMR IS OVER!!

2007-10-05T10:19:00.000+08:00

Wuhoo..PMR is over..Let me repeat..PMR IS OVER!! I'm free now.. All those party has already planned a few months earlier.. It shows that we really want to enjoy ourselves after our test..

Today - Reached school kinda earlier cos my bro got basketball woh..I went to morning prayer where we talked about having faith in God..Actually it's really true, having faith in God really hepls..It can calm us down..Before geografi paper start, we studied together..The paper was okay lar..A few tough questions..After the pengawas told us we can leave, we shouted for joy and happiness..I went to find Pn. Ang for GB stuff..Later I was backed home..Throw all my books and bags(hiperbola)..And now i am blogging..

I cant wait for the party on sunday..It will be great..Ah..love it..Will update more often..Coz PMR IS OVER!!

PMR Countdown...

2007-09-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

PMR is coming in just one week?? Oh, what have I been doing these days??Seriously I was not prepared yet.. I'm scared and worried.. But what can I do?? Last friday, Puan Lin asked us abt our preparation.. Unfortunately, most of our answer is NO..Can u believe it?? So this will really be my last post before my PMR..

I wanted to go for the Christian Leadership Training in Seremban, but I have to go to Singapore.. Arggh, really miss this chance.. Anyway, I will be heading to Kampar for RALT.. I'm looking forward to the activities after PMR.. Anyway, I shall go study now.. Science is calling me..

2007-09-15T11:16:00.000+08:00

I duno how I feel now..I duno why..I'm no longer the cheerful and the one who laugh despite all difficuties..I seriously hope that everything will change, change to something which is better..Now I duno how to overcome this..I have never learn how to overcome or solve this..No one has ever taught me so..

People around me always let me down..How many times I try to forget that, but they keep on repeating that..I duno whether is my problem or what..I don't like this..Well, u may be asking what they had done to me..I duno how I lost trust on them..Those who I trust the most..They just like to tell eveything about u to everyone..Those things just happen a few minutes ago, the next minute, the next class get to know it already..It's more than a spy..From a friend to a spy..Well, although my case has passed long ago, one of my friend get the same thing from that particular person..She did not that well in the trials and the next minute, almost the school know abt it..Whoever knows her came and comforted her..Do u know how embarrased is her??She even cried after that..Must u spread something people is sad of to everyone??I don't understand why she did this..

I sincerely lost trust on her..She did the same thing to me during the mid-year exam..She spread around abt my result to everyone..Everyone came to me and called me to study harder..I doesn't mean that it is wrong..But she shouldn't make her friend embarrased..

Dring CF, how many times I tried to stand my tears from rolling down..During that time, I feel that only God understand me..I know I should do according to my feelings..But I don't know what she will do..She will come to me and comfort me..I'm sure..But also, in the next minute, the school will know that grace cried during the last CF meeting..I'm sad..

She let me down not only once..She is those kind who thinks that matter is really important..She will try everything to get what she want, what she desire..She will never think of us..In her mouth, she said she doesn't mind..But I know she really want it..Well, I don't mean that she's wrong..But at least she should tell me..If she tell me, maybe I will understand her..What u will tink if your friend just dump u and go with others just to gain popularity??Really hate that feeling..

Sometimes I feel uncomfortable with her..Its just my feeling..Sometimes, I choose to trust some of the friends who is not so close to me..I scared they will do the same thing as she..I think I have lost my trust on friends just because of her..I duno why..I hope that some of my not-that-close friends can come and talk to me..I think I will tell them my problem..Anyway, I'm feeling better now..

Unexpected happiness

2007-09-08T17:24:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy right now..God has answered my prayer..I love people around me..They give me happiness..Haha..Everyone around me, everyone that I know..In the morning, I went to GB high praise..I had a lot of fun.. Playing games and praising God.. Afternoon, , in tuition, Wai Yee bought me a purple doggie.. That day I was just mention abt it.. Unexpectedly, Wai Yee bought me the doggie.. Thanks Wai Yee.. I love ya very much.. Second, my dad boght me a big tiramisu cake.. Wah, I was so surprised because that day I oso just mention only.. Third, my uncle came back from KL.. He is going to treat us something nice tonight in Muncheong.. So I think we will enjoy.. He book 2 tables some more.. I love today so muchie.. Thanks ya everybody..Going to eat my tiramisu cake..

2007-09-08T13:30:00.000+08:00

I woke up wuite early in the morning..I was preparing for the GB high praise..Actually, nothing much i should prepare..I was messaging Jean in the morning..I had my breakfast but my appetite seemed not so good..I hardly finished my food..More than half of my food was eaten by my dad..So after I finished my breakfast, I went to school..Steph and Jia arrived later and we went to Upper Hall to put our bags..Surprisingly, the F4s were doing their homework..Whoa..I was thinking they so rajin eh??The meeting started with roll call..It continued with ice-breakers..The game is abt blind-fold the girl who was suppose to crawl under the table and guide her..Every member of the group must do..Our skuad/group won..yipee..

The high praise was okay..Debbie led the worship with Anna and Kay Lynn as the back-up singers..Mayjet as the 'beautiful' pianist and Jessica as the 'handsome' guitarist..I think la..No so sure with it..Everyone was annointed by the Holy Spirit..We sang Tell The World, My Best Friend, Free, Unify, Now that You're Near, Amazed, At the Cross..Hope I didn't miss out any song..We prayed for our family, friends, school and our problems..One of them is PMR..Oh, it is less than one month, I think now still got 3 weeks??Scared..I was not confident with myself..I think I should work harder than during trials..Because most of my marks were in the border line..So I prayed for that..

After the high praise, we went to the feild..Jia thought we are going to do drill..But, instead, we had games..The game is something like that..Form urselves in group of three..One representatives will start chasing another and the gril have to go to another group and say 'stick'..the one at the other side have to run so that the catcher will not reach her..The game went on..Later, we had the birds and trees game..During night time, the bird have to fly around, but when day time they have to go back to their trees..While for the trees, during earthquakes, they will go around..Aiya, very hard to describe..

As the sun is getting hotter and hotter, we moved to rain tree and form ourselves into a group of fifteen..We have to act according to the scene they gave us and the other groups will guess..Our was the easiest..Rob a bank..Everyone can guess..The second one was people watching star wars..I am the person who love the movie, while some pretend to sleep and some eating popcorn..Haha..No one can guess it..Dismissal was then..After marking our attendance, we went home..

Time flies really fast..My PMR will come very fast..I really worried abt it..So I think I will reduce my online time..That means I will rarely update my blog in this 3 weeks..unless I need it so much..I think I will spend more time with my books..So, wish me luck..

Care and friendship..

2007-09-08T12:22:00.000+08:00

Well, I have this friend of mine who is kinda sad right now..Actually, I duno what has happened..I wanted to help her but there is nothing I can do..I'm not a good counsellor..Maybe time will do everything..Time is always the best medicine to everything..But, does that mean we just leave her alone facing the difficulties all by herself??I'll never want that..It's so cruel..Friends should be a person who help the others when they are having hard times..Maybe a simple smile will make her feel warm and let her know there are people who always support and care for her no matter what happen..

I was getting out-of-mood these days because of these happenings..Because of one person's act, everyone is down and moody..Why are people like that??Do they ever think of the others feeling when they did that??Is friendship so easily gained??Why they just can't appreciate??A lot of question marks appeared on my mind..Why everybody is thinking of leaving this school??I'm doubtful..Actually, I've thought of that before..Too many unfair things happened every now and then..I was really disappointed..Maybe is God who wants us to face these challenges in our lives in order to make us strong..I just think that..

So people, think before u do anything..U might ended up hurting others..The worst is u may be losing your friends..I hope that everything is okay in the coming days..

Memories..

2007-09-06T19:48:00.000+08:00

My mood was getting better..So yeah, i just hope that things will turn out better..Here some pictures, some quite long ago, just enjoy la..

During Kar Mun's birthday..posing in the KTV Room's washroom..

ME, Wai, Kar Mun and I-May..

Leptos Rocks..The only group with pattest, patter and pat(s)..From L to R : Shu Qi, Jean-Li, ME, Kim, Kai Teng, Sin Yee, Soo Mae and Tracy..Front row, Jessica and Beh..

During CNY, in Jia's house..Shi Yun, Wei Li and ME..

Can u spot us?? Saranghaeyo..

believe it or not??

2007-09-04T20:47:00.000+08:00

Believe it or not.. It’s up to u.. I duno why my mood was not good recently.. I was easily annoyed by some people which I don’t wanna mention here.. Maybe like ka yee, hormone imbalance.. Or maybe stress is doing something on me?? I have no idea..

Sometimes, some silly thinking appear on my mind.. Is God true?? I know I shouldn’t ask this but sometimes when I feel helpless, there isn’t any helping hands there for me.. I still remember when my friend is down, I said that God is true and He will be with u whenever u need Him.. I really felt helpless right now.. It’s not about school stuff but some of my deep feelings which I think is stored in my heart quite long ago.. For those who duno me that well, I’m not that kind of people who placed everything on my face.. Even when I’m down and sad, I will never show it out.. I know some of them know it but they just wanna let me continue with it.. I think that is correct.. When I’m sad, don’t expect me to tell u what had happened.. Unless u are to lend me your shoulder.. I’m sure u get my meaning..

Actually I got this friend of mine who is kinds close to me, helping me when I’m in difficulties.. But somehow, I felt insecure when I’m with her.. She said my secret out easily.. Is that a reliable friendship?? I’m doubtful.. The thing got worse when I noticed she is that kind of people who will come to u for benefits only.. Anyone should know better than me, I got high hopes on my friends coz I trust them.. What I got at last?? I think I’ve get enough of back-stabbed..

Is that popularity and pose is so important in life?? I’ll always want to know.. Even everything happened in school now is all abt favouritsm and popularity.. How unfair it is?? I really had a hard time in overcoming that unfairness occur in my life.. Why do I have so much to overcome?? I’m feeling kind of upset.. Where is the cheerful Grace??
The girl who always smile and laugh despite all difficulties.. I still can remember clearly that last time I used to be sad for the most one day.. Well, one will change at times without notice.. Just like me.. Another different me.. I’ll never know what will happen and what is it behind the scene.. No one can predict their future.. Even when I’m typing this, tears are rolling down my cheeks.. I may be to exaggerate, but this is what my real feelings..

2007-09-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

What do we mean to have faith in God?? From the distionary, faith is defined as reliance and trust in a person..Some will say read bible, some say get to know God better.. Lots of ways came out from each and every believer, disciple and non-believer.. Have faith in God works miracle.. I totally agree with this.. During my last camp, I had experienced and realised have faith in God is really good.. Miracle does happen.. By having faith in God, we become stronger and braver.. It means that we can be discourage but we must have faith in God.. F-A-I-T-H means Forsaking All..

And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved." (Acts 2:21)

God will not abandoned his people.. As everyday we will have a lot of duties to face and to complete, we should commit ourselves to God as how we commit to our responsibilities.. As what mentioned in John 3:16, For God so love the world that he give his one and only Son, that whoever believe in him shall not perish but have eternal life.. This verse is so important.. It shows God's love towards his people.. This also begins the story of Jesus who came into this world and lastly died for our sins.. God is true.. He's not only a God for us to admire, but a God who helps us when we face difficulties and at times can be our best friend..

My Best Friend

Have you heard of the one called Savior?
Have you heard of His perfect love,
Have you heard of the one in heaven,
Have you heard how He gave His son'
Cause I found this love,
I believe in the Son. Show me Your way.

I believe in the One called Savior,
I believe He's the risen One,
I believe I'll live forever,
I believe that my king will come,
Cause I found this love,
I believe in the Son. Show me Your way.

Chorus:
Jesus, you are my best friend,
And you will always be,
And nothing will ever change that,
Jesus, you are my best friend,
And you will always be,
And nothing will ever change that.

Bridge:
Nothing will ever change that,
Nothing will ever change that,
Nothing will ever change that,
Nothing will ever change that.

Continuos part from today

2007-09-01T11:08:00.001+08:00

After online in imax, we went to jusco for shopping.. but we didn’t shop much.. In fact we ate sushi.. me and my bro ordered quite a lot.. but we managed to finish it.. when we were abt to leave, I met with shiao and yoong whei.. they were just sitting down.. after dad pay the bill, we went walking around.. we met dad’s friend – old church member who.. I can’t recognize him at all.. but he seems to know well abt me when im young.. haha.. I just can pretend to know him.. I acted as if I really know him.. he was with his daughter and son, like my family.. they were going to watch rush hour 3.. at first they wanted to call me to join them too.. too bad we have to go home.. well, saw sin yee queuing outside McD.. yoke mun with a guy and michelle with her family.. so not bad right?? See so many ppl..

Reached home at abt 5.30.. went to bath and watched series.. Then ate my dinner and later to tuition.. feel no mood to go tuition coz it suppose to be an off day for me.. so I went tuition.. when I reached there, yin yee, shirley and kai xin were talking abt hair cut.. me and pui yi were blur out all the while.. so during the whole lesson, we practically laughed at everything teacher said.. cant blame us lar.. coz it supposed to be a day for us to rest.. had a nice time playing with renee.. and I created a name for her, puan renee aka puan chin.. Time flies very fast.. Soon, the tuition ended.. my dad came and fetched me.. we went to McD to have our supper.. so I had nuggets and apple pie for my supper.. it seems that my family eat a lot a day, huh?? For me, I really need to eat so that my dear gastric won’t attack me so often.. During the last month, my gastric visited me every Friday.. so just bear with me..

today

2007-08-31T14:29:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 8.30 today.. had my breakfast and watch series.. ate some pan cake while watching tv..wanted to go online but the connection sucks.. So i had lunch at beacon point.. beacon point was full.. we hardly got a place to sit down..i ordered grilled chicken with brown sauce and moist chocolate cake.. kinda full after eating..so now im in imax, ipoh garden online with dad nand bro.. later will go to jusco for shopping.. will update more tonight if my connection allow..

2007-08-31T14:18:00.000+08:00

So yeah..It have been long since my last updates..I guess?? Yesterday was okay in school.. The whole day doing nothing.. Teacher didn't teach.. The whole morning was sitting at the badminton listening to those speeches and songs presented by the f2 and f4.. We practically did nothing the whole day.. Most of them like the song sejahtera malaysia including me.. It's easy and nice.. Some of them did not add in any echo.. For me, it will be nicer with echoes..

Actually i didn't really listen.. U know it's so hot and i have shift all the while..ah.. i chat with a lot of ppl.. and yeah.. i have jia's quality.. being a nomad.. Lastly it was recess.. haha.. happy.. we continued with our last day of fasting.. we decided not to pray but worship.. we sang everyday and if u happy and u clap ur feet.. new invention..

Later, jia and i used the two periods after recess walking around to find for teachers.. we sweat so much.. as if we were coming back frm the desert.. it's so funny.. we were finding for eexin abt edi stuff and puan ayuza fr badminton stuff..
so that's what we did for the two periods.. haha..then later, we did our homework, but most of the time chatting.. the day ended just like that..

yeah.. i ate the chesse spaghetti on tuesday with dad at moven peak..haha..

A wonderful tuesday

2007-08-25T06:31:00.000+08:00

Tuesday, woke up at 8 to eat my breakfast and prepare for Mr Yeong’s tuition.. Guess what?? I the earliest among all.. Ah, all of them sleep until so late.. I couldn’t do so coz my mum is ready to wake me up so early in the morning.. The second was junne.. it was 9.52.. Only both of us were there.. Mr Yeong gave me newspaper and I just read through.. Soon, as all of them have arrived, so the class started.. We did some maths questions and chat.. Later, we have our break.. had milo and chipsmore.. it’s kinda different from others day coz we did not have our desserts and it was in the morning.. We have fun passing those extras around.. junne din getta chance to finish it this time.. bao xin and i-may finished it lastly.. it’s fun..we enjoyed it so much.. I even pose with a purple cup which belongs to Mr Yeong.. Unfortunately I didn’t take a pic of it.. Nvm.. I’ll do it during the next tuition class, k??

Have lunch with mum in a restaurant in kampar road.. forgot the name.. My mum asked me whether need to buy something to eat in my grandma house anot?? I was like okay ar.. U know I will not mind abt food.. haha.. so I choose some bread and cakes for me and my aunty.. My time in my grandma house was fun.. Went to the newly renovated toilet to take some pictures.. again, im the toilet posers.. haha.. will upload those pics later.. watch tv there and eat my so call lunch over there.. a moment later, I ate my bread and ice-cream.. my aunty treat me like a small kid man.. After a while she was like asking me wanna eat what?? I was like I will ask you for food if im hungry.. Later she peel a pear and apple for me.. Oh, im really full after eating those food provided by her.. Watched some Hokkien drama with her and I gotta know some hokkien words.. Later my grandma’s friend came and visited us.. She really can talk fluent hokkien.. she was talking to me in hokkien, I was at a real blur condition.. Normally I just can talk some simple simple one like eat rice, open the door, im hungry, etc.. She expect me to reply her in hokkien?? Impossible.. Im a pure Cantonese, k?? Well, im really speechless that time..

Bm tuition was okay.. Although very few ppl were there, but we still enjoy it.. Teacher was joking with us and we have our own topic to chat of everytime.. That’s what I did on that day lar.. enjoy what I have that day.. I learnt a lot too..

Holidays??

2007-08-24T10:09:00.001+08:00

Holiday passes so fast.. Well, homework is okay, which means im going to finish it.. yay.. Some recent updates.. Last Saturday, I went to jusco..Jusco was crowded as usual.. Luckily, within some time, my dad got a place to park his car.. I went to glad sound to see some new cds.. bought 1 as offer is given.. wow, mine got a 10% of discount.. Dad was so willing to buy it for me.. If I have known it earlier, I will buy some more.. haha.. One sad thing is MPH IS UNDER RENOVATION.. For those who know will get what I mean..

Monday was a boring day.. I online for the whole day.. chat with some ppl until cant do whatever I plan to do.. I forgot to sms wai yee abt her test.. SORRY WAI YEE!! So I think u will forgive me right?? I can say is did nothing on that day and im wasting my time.. sigh.. I ate a lot man.. From potato chips to fish fillets and biscuits and etc.. ah, I shud cut down on my food..

About me??

2007-08-20T14:49:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: April 27

You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything.You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life.Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal.You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return.
Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone
Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge
Your power color: Cobalt blue
Your power symbol: Dove
Your power month: September

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You Are a Cupcake

Cute and fun, you never take life too seriously.People are constantly surprised by how delightful you are.

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You Are A Pistachio Ice Cream Girl

Funky. Surprising. Wild.

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You Are Rock

Powerful and overbearing, you intimidate people with your presence.People know they can't push you around, and they respect that.Deep down, you are calm, confident, and unmovable. You take everything pretty seriously, and you think deeply about all aspects of your life.
You tend to feel smothered by paper people.
You don't mind crushing the spirit of a scissors person.
When you fight, you: Use all of your strength
If someone makes you mad: You're likely to throw something at them

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What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Jean-Li is your soulmate.
You truly love Wei Li.
You consider Jessica your true friend.
You know that Stephanie is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Jia Qi for the rest of your life.
You secretly think I-May is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Shi Yun is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Wai Yee is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Wai Yee changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Bao Xin is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Bao Xin has a hidden internet romance.

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You Are A Social Butterfly

You love your friends so much...You're motto is "the more, the merrier"!Making sure everyone's included is your missionAnd you always prefer a group of ten to a group of two

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You Are An ISFJ

The Nurturer
You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.
In love, you express your emotions through actions.Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well!
At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time.You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.
How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut

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New Heads..

2007-08-19T14:47:00.000+08:00

Well, the new head of MGS 2007/2008 is Jessica Loh.. While asst are Glenna and Ee xin.. I was really happy because the ones that i choose are in but just not in the position.. Actually i wanted to congratulate them.. I saw their face.. Some with some mixed-feelings.. I duno how to describe.. Maybe they were shocked at that moment.. So since everyone was blogging abt that, so i just quickly go through it..

Mood Spoilt??

2007-08-19T14:41:00.000+08:00

This post should be posted on Thursday.. Actually my mood was kinda good that morning even after recess.. Be reminded that Grace is an optimist.. It began after recess.. It’s good to help Mr Wong with the flag thingy.. It reduced those times to face all sorts of unfairness..

Well, let’s talk abt that morning first before touching those unhappy matter.. That morning we got back our maths marks.. Although I did quite a number of careless mistakes, but I’m glad that I still have an A.. Guess what stupid mistakes I did?? I write 1/1/3 as 1-1/3.. Do you get me?? Another was abt the construction.. I termatch my point to another line.. It proved that my eyesight is not really good.. So another 1 is Algebraic Formulae.. The fellow ask for m as subject, I was really clever and I thot they were asking for n as the subject.. There, 8 marks gone in my paper 2.. Paper 1 I’m not gonna mention..

After recess, I accompany Jia to find Pn Ayuza for badminton ticket.. So we met Hong, she was finding for Pn Chan.. Jia had a joke on me and her.. She was like telling Hong, “ Hong, Pn Chan ar.” Hong hurried ran towards us and asked, “Where is she?” At first I was not aware until Jia pointed her finger at me.. I was laughing like mad, but Hong still bluring.. Later, we helped Mr Wong to do the flag.. According to him, the flag will fly all over when there is a strong wind, so he called us to buy the double-sided tape to tape it to the wall.. We were finding for scissors.. We asked Jess and the answer is: Do you think I will have a scissors with me now? I seems that we had asked the wrong person.. We asked Mr Wong.. As a result, he showed us his one box-full of rampas-ed thing.. We were like “ Wah”.. He told us all those were being rampas when students was doing cutting work during his lesson.. Amazing??

We asked almost everyone with long hands to help us out.. Some of them was really kind and they did help us out.. We managed to finish it quite fast.. Jia was like saying that she don’t want to see her face on the newspaper tomorrow.. So we went back to class after all.. Get to know my moral marks.. Some of them just simply crap and they can get higher marks them me.. Okay, fine.. But the point i don't like is because they were like kept on telling people how many marks they got and say you should write something mah..Teacher will give marks to you one.. I really feel unfair.. We who really study get those marks with our hardwork, they just simply crap but they can get those marks also.. Then what's the use of studying so hard??

I really feel quite bad that night.. Luckily i chat with Jean.. She comfort me and tell me what prob she is having now.. I'm glad that she is willing to help me.. THANKS JEAN!!

2007-08-13T16:40:00.000+08:00

This morning, i was quite happy, without worry..I came to school a bit later than normal..My brother cant wake up..So i have to bear with him..I reached school as normal, have to walk a long distance to reach the class..I came down with a PJ book..I ended up talking instead of studying PJ..Went to badminton court for assembly for the head prefect campaign and suppose to be Pn Halijah farewell also..

We were told that Pn Halijah got some course so her farewell will be on wednesday..So there started with the campaign..The candidates are Farah, Glenna, Jessica, Yi Wen and Ee Xin..They are suppose to promote themselves..I can see some of them were scared..So i voted from that..I vote for those who are steady..Whoever is there will know who i mean..Voting in my class was funny..Everytime got 1 people less..So everyone of us have to put up our hands four times..Gwyneth is quite brave (i think, cant think of any word to describe her)..Shi Yun will know why..

Voting ended a while later..We continued with our definisi and mutiara kata which will lead us to death..I have a hard time memorising those definisi..Luckily the test was not that tough..BUT, I LOST 1 MARK D..Because of memelihara and memulihara..just 1 alphabet only and i lost 1 mark..ish ish..i was walking along the corridor saying memelihara dan memulihara..Mr Wong from behind asked what we have after that..We told him Seni and PJ..Even he also say that those test are too much..PJ and Seni over..I was crazying around..From the way to front gate, i kept on say hi to whoever ( some even i duno)..Yeah, i am crazy at times..I was too happy after the trials which suppose to end last week..

Steph, Jia and me were talk about height..Jia suddenly talk about the one who was once shorter than her and now she was taller than her..Well, it is so obvious who the person is..Someone got new phone..Jealousnya..Have a short chat with her..Giving her a chance to use her new phone to chat with me..Haha..Well, im so good in mood now..Im sure my mood tmr will change because i will be getting my Science back..I know it will be a B..Ah, hate it so much..I did so many careless mistakes..What is done is done!!

A Fun Saturday..

2007-08-11T13:45:00.000+08:00

Trials over..Kinda happy..But i still have 3 more test on Monday..Sigh..Other skool oso dun have these tests anymore..Not going to care it so much..Wait until tmr only i study lar..Since yesterday, i've been enjoying myself withe tv , com and also phone..Really so happy that my phone is finally okay..Last week(if im not mistaken), i bang my phone with the door..After that, it was really slow..I felt quite soory for banging my phone to the door..Before this, i have dropped my phone a few times..Poor phone..

Today i went to GB meeting..Overall, it was okay..I got no comment to the games..Station games lor..It's quite famous this year..Mostly games also like that..My group is 11..My group members rocks..But im too sad to say that guys are shy..Mayb they are just primary..Anyway, im the leader again..Well, we play together as if everyone is leader..It's better..Our first game was fight for the bottle..They purposely make guys versus girls..So as im not as strong as my opponent, i just can defend..Well, my defending skill is good..He cant take the bottle back to his group safely..Joanna and Jillian both doing the defending and fighting..We lost for the first round..But we won at the second round..Yipee..

Later we played the game named the world is upside down..We have to turn 10 rounds and later take a cup of water to pour into a big pale..We cant get to the higher level..We were asking ee xin whether we can pass with the low level..However, her partner, duno wat his name is, said can, but he have to pour some water on us..Ee xin refused to pour water on us, so the guy poured on us..Later is the skipping rope stuff..cant remember the name..Later we continued with the balancing, den treasure hunt..Arggh..Jessica loh so evil..She gonna get it from me..We sang twinkle twinkle little star with actions..We then continued with ping pong..Then the time end..we were like so fast..We still have lots of stations more to go..

Anyway, we enjoyed ourselves..I think we were th last leh..We got only 2 signs..Aiyo, it's just a game..So we ended up saying those prizes are for us..Because we got first from the bottom..Haha, so optimistic right??Sad to know that only 5 of us can get YL..I think they should give to whoever that did their task..I can understand that things mayb not go on smoothly as u wish..

My very very first post

2007-08-09T14:39:00.000+08:00

lastly i have a blogspot..but i will still use my multiply..blogspot seems to be new to me..anyway, i have a nice time exploring it..

test was okay lar..as what u can see, im still online-ing..bm, sejarah, bi, geo is okay..i manage to answer it..yo..my science paper 1 is so bad..i did it badly..shiyun no complaining..u got 3 wrong only lar..this genius friend of mine can remember things easily..well, tmr is KH N SCIENCE 2..how sad is it..i dun like kh at all..

i know i shouldn't be here..but im here..so i have to go to fill my oil for tmr test..good luck to my dearie friends n whoever i having their test..